so here's the grass leaves
after looking a many possibilities, i am here with the original cloth for the leaves. this is some dyed from the mexican elderberry leaves. it is rather plain. but it's It. so for a while, there will be nothing exciting to picture here. just leaf stitching.
and in between, i am finally doing what as always, should have already been done….plugging up cracks against the Wind. today for a while, i stuffed plastic garbage bags in the cracks around those old wooden windows i love so much but that are so impractical. i'd taken off the summertime curtains that made me think of young girls dancing in ruffled skirts and now, for a short time, they are just bare. in the next days i'll cover them with plastic. i'm going to try masking tape this time, to hold the plastic in place. i might have to put push pins too, to hold the masking tape in place. and then, what to cover them with this year. ??? over the plastic. like, curtains. my wish is always NOTHING. i want as much light as possible. but then….when it is cold in the mornings, i give in.
last evening, late, for a couple hours, there was no internet. there was no way for me to know if it was just this computer, or this area, or if Google was down for whatever reason. i am still working from the feelings of that….how i realized how isolated i really am, how this computer changes my experience of myself, my place in this world, my experience in general ……. i don't know what to make of it.



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