and it IS.   and it wasn't because there was anything profound to think or say, but just a dilema about using DRAWING in a cloth.  that's all.   i would like to incorporate simple faces…woman's face in the next cloths i make.  Woman and Earth.   and i really would like to have a simple ink image of the human face and the rest be represented with color.  But this proves harder than i Imagine it.   How to make it seamless???? 

So, since part of the day Friday and then all Sat Sun and today, the fence guys have been here.  Of course it all is more complicated than anyone guessed and of course it is very HOT so they must come in and out for ice and relief,  and then some more stuff, and then just as i was thinking there might be a break…Yet Another little goat is born.  This one to Grace.  a single.  but a very strong and adept little buckling already.  Yes, a buck.  oh…eee.  BUT he is very elegant.   I don't know a color to call him.  At first he looked all black.  But as time has passed he seems a kind of  black/grey/brown…so maybe walnut?, in spanish, nogal….so maybe that is his birth name, Nogal.  He was born this afternoon to Grace who did Very Well as did he.   And i'll tell you more than you need to know because it emphasizes the singular personalities of the goats.  When her placenta finally plopped out, it was substantial.  And as it is, she began to consume it inbetween licking and muttering sweet things to her baby.  She consumed and consumed.  She gagged and consumed.  She rested and consumed some more.  By this time,  with the others, they gave up.  ENOUGH.  But not.  She continued and since i was sitting out there to see how the rest of the herd were feeling about Yet Another Baby,  when she was diverted for a few minutes by visitors,  i took the last chunk of it and flipped into a bucket.  To make a long story short, she cried and cried, as if i'd taken one of her babies and did not stop until i dumped the glob back onto the straw where she immediately FINISHED it up.  gagging all the while, but following her Imperative.  DONE.  oh, eeeeeeeeeeeeee  AND other good news is that a home for 4 of the little wethers, the neutered bucks, has appeared. They have 4 children in grade school.  Perfect.  So Sunny Ray, Darth Vader, Inky and one Dado will go.  Maybe tomorrow.  If not soon.  Perfect.

so…here is where i am today.  More dilemma's than even the face……I really want to get away from the Personal images, not having much luck with this one yet.  How does that Happen?????  hmmmm.

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there have been many fragments placed and taken away.  STILL very much un decided.  Her hair will be stitched and will flow out and into some kind of a circle that embraces the whole.  The thought in the moment is that in her hair will be lizards and birds.  The lizards are again, a personal symbol and may or may not appear.  And that whole right side……What to do?  I like it empty, but that is not the way of a cloth. 

So…that's today and it's becoming dusk and i need to ready everything in case i need to be up in the night with Them.  I left the door to the Albatross open.  I spread straw everywhere and put Nogal in the favored corner of newborns where Grace set up her SPACE.  In a perimiter around them, i spread the birth towels in a semi circle.  As it becomes dark, the rest will want to be in there.  It's where they all sleep.  Things might go smoothly.  OR there might need to be changes.  So, i want to be Ready.

So, That's Today.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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22 responses to “i guess this is later??????”

  1. handstories Avatar

    such fullness.

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  2. grace Forrest Avatar

    yeah. FULLness. and the definition of that changes moment to moment.

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  3. elizabeth fortes Avatar
    elizabeth fortes

    Such a beautiful just going…. There is no pause here, everything is on a rush for dear life, vitality overflowing from all corners while the moon gets bigger and rounder …. and the earth swelling, receiving…. Such a rich and abundant life, blessings everywhere….. Thanks for sharing….. e.

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  4. grace Forrest Avatar

    i love that…” a rush for dear life”….isn’t it just SO.
    yes. it is exactly that….
    Thanks for caring, elizabeth………

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  5. ali Avatar

    Nogal, walnut, what a rich name. getting called back to the personal whilst trying to pull free happens to me, too, in writing as in stitching. she’s saying something. to you. I know you’re listening.

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  6. Nancy Avatar

    It’s warm and beautiful, thoughtful here. I especially enjoy coming here in the twilight of days end. I will breathe deep of your goodness and wait to see how ‘she’ evolves.

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  7. KaiteM. Avatar

    i can’t wait to see a photo of nogal, and i loved your story of the placenta eating, such a feast. maybe that’s why so many modern women get PND, they aren’t allowed to eat their placenta?

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  8. Deb G Avatar

    Not to much information…something honest and important about life. Hope the night passed smoothly for you and the goats…

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  9. Jennie Avatar
    Jennie

    oh, Grace….
    goats giving birth and the very face of woman coming from your cloth

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  10. jude Avatar

    seamlessness. trick.

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  11. saskia Avatar

    Very exciting

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  12. nance Avatar

    glad you have a place for the four wethers. that will ease things a bit. and the fence!!! i am excited for you about that.
    the beginning of a new piece is always like that… sort of a creative storm that we are all born from. i’m just glad we don’t have to eat placenta after we birth our art… surely there is something that we consume in its place?

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  13. judykeathley@cox.net Avatar
    judykeathley@cox.net

    this whole business leaves me breathless.
    lord.

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  14. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes, listening, but sometimes one Wonders…

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    i feel good that you enjoy coming. sometimes i wonder
    if it all seems crazy.

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. back in the day when i had my kids i thought about that. and then again, most recently when my granddaughter had SunnyDay/DarkNight and her midwife was so happy that i loved the placenta and held it up, giving us a short
    tutorial on the Brilliance of the Placenta. I brought
    my kids’ home and buried them in the garden.

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    pretty much. there was some quiet comotion at 2am but
    settled. Today things were ok. He was hot. panting.

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    i wish i could have pulled that face off. but i can’t.

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    i thought about the use of that word and how funny it was.
    well…a trick that i can’t perform.

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. the beginning is always exciting and then there is
    that place when it becomes problem solving and the
    unsure ness
    and then in this case, the realization.
    and YES! a good place for the little wethers….that is
    a requirement. not just anyplace, but a good place. So
    i am grateful that it showed up.
    Will take some pics of the fence tomorrow morning, before they close the circle with the gate. it’s very very
    VERY different now than when you and D were here. Almost
    unrecognizable.
    and i LOVE the thought of “something we consume in it’s place”……………………..

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  22. ali Avatar

    Wonder. a good thing, I think

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