this is last eve.  it happens this way sometimes…there was no tweaking of the pic…it's just how it was

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and so early this morning, 

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this one of Jude's…Jude Hill,  Spirit Cloth

and where we begin today:

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22 responses to “oddly, the light feels so loving in the cold days…”

  1. saskia Avatar

    such lovely light, and rocking chairs indoors and out, how wonderful!(it is always nice to see how&where you live)
    and she’s in a dream-like place too

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  2. grace Forrest Avatar

    where and how, yes…just as i so much love your blog, that being
    one reason

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  3. Valerianna Avatar

    My favorite skies come during the cold days, mostly in November. I am often driving on my home commute whooping and whooing and the astonishing skies. Your light is lovely – inner and outer!

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  4. grace Forrest Avatar

    i often think i’d like to be a scientist…to understand
    things like light…how season causes this change…it’s
    not clouds, it’s something else.
    the colors here are not common, but they do happen.
    yes. i love driving and whooping. really loud. a good
    feeling.

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  5. Robyn Ayaz Avatar
    Robyn Ayaz

    Dear Grace, how beautiful and golden everything looks. When I first discovered Jude’s blog and then yours I felt I was home; I have said that many times. Having had to be away I can now see the downside – others go on and you (meaning me)get left behind and it is like looking into a window full of beautiful things and lovely people but you can’t understand what they are saying. I am sitting here looking out at my scarlet bougainvillea and feeling bereft, filled with some kind of deep sadness that I only vaguely understand. I signed up to Spirit Diaries and so far have not been able to join in – would you recommend just starting at the beginning in September or just diving in now? Jude is no doubt way too busy getting by to answer that. Dear Grace I miss you very much.

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  6. grace Forrest Avatar

    ~Robyn~ oh. you had asked me a question the other day
    about the Goats, about how it felt now that some did Go.
    i didn’t answer. i didn’t answer because it was a big
    question and in thinking about it, i realized that i am
    never specific about living with the Goats, that i very much generalize and thought that i really DON’T want
    to continue doing that. that if i am going to include
    the Goats here, i need to do it in a more, uh, consciencous way. so i was thinking about this, a gift,
    really, that your question gave me.
    you are such a vivid writer…looking out
    at your scarlet bougainvillea and feeling bereft…..vague deep sadness…
    it’s interesting, that to me you were just
    away
    i knew that so many things were going on in your people
    world that you would need to be There, so i just felt
    like you would return when possible. not gone, really at
    all, just temporarily away, to soon return.
    so dear You, Jude just isn’t able to be with us either…
    in a similar way. and as i type that, i wonder how that
    feels to her? to be in fact There, where she always is
    but unable to participate…interesing…..so you bring
    up yet another important thought of a different twist…
    Just DIVE IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR SURE. yes…dive in.
    Continue from here. . that dot.
    i repeat so much that you would see you haven’t missed
    anything, really. it’s such a circling circling around.
    and i am GLAD you can be back now…, Happy, so…let’s
    just Go…is that ok??????
    BIG RETURNING LOVE,

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  7. Robyn Ayaz Avatar
    Robyn Ayaz

    Yes, yes and yes she said!

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  8. Jacky Avatar
    Jacky

    I dont know why Grace, but I cant get past that “she” is now faceless…the spirit that embodied her, embodied the cloth … it has all changed. Makes me feel all at sea (I think many of us are feeling like that at the moment…)
    Jacky xox

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  9. patricia Avatar
    patricia

    read Nadia’s comment at diaries but had to come back here to see the whole w/o the face. it’s different. the message is different, the focus is different. feels like a shift from micro to macro–from cellular to universal–the “as above, so below” image. both are wonderful. i remember once Jude placed something under an image and it was hidden but still there. i liked that.
    your words to Robyn are wonderful and helped me as well. and i second her response. YES

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  10. cgReno Avatar
    cgReno

    I, like Robyn, found you through Jude, and yes it was like comming home. Like meeting a friend that had been away for far too long. I begin each day with you both. Regarding your post of 11/8 I would like permission (first) to repost the beautiful quote, and (second) to credit the proper author. May I do that? Thank you for your lovely pics, beautiful works and heartfelt words……

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  11. grace Avatar

    this is right, then. because the energy of the cloth
    did/has changed. the face now will be in response to
    the rest. outward to inward instead in inward in response. i don’t know yet.

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  12. grace Avatar

    i wrote that to Jacky before reading this…and yes.
    you see it too. good.
    it IS some disconcerting in the moment but it
    will be good and ok.

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  13. grace Avatar

    the quote and yes…the beautiful quote…is just from
    listening to the
    On Being
    Krista Tippet interview with Joanna Macy A Wild Love for
    the World. you can google On Being and it will be there
    for you. i would hope you would listen to the whole
    interview…it is extraordinary.
    i did not have/ask for permission to quote Macy here…
    so that would be up to you…and you maybe should check
    there to be sure i have it quoted exactly right….
    so…
    and thank you…for your encouraging words. i hope you
    will feel at home here. you are Welcome all the time.

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  14. jude Avatar

    i am here, though weary without words, nice to be here in the glow.

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  15. grace Avatar

    and i am unbelievably Glad. Weary. Without words.
    Time will tell you how to tell Us.
    The glow is for you.
    oh such gratitude for it all….
    love

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  16. manya Avatar

    oh grace, love, love love

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  17. grace Avatar

    manya…you are always in my heart, so so good
    to see you here in this moment…
    so good.

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  18. Mo Crow Avatar

    aaaarrrrkkk….aaarrrrrkkkk…..aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrkkkkkk…. this is such a beautiful thread

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  19. grace Avatar

    Mo. hard to believe. but just a
    fact.
    yesterday
    the crow
    that i have been calling out to, actually, yelling at as it
    passes over on it’s way elsewhere daily,
    i heard the aarrkk
    CLOSE
    and with pounding heart, went to look, and yes. unbelievably, yes.
    on the dead still strong standing russian olive, just maybe 4ft
    from the window…
    and i flung open the door and yelled something in happiness and
    it
    looked at me…eye contact….
    then the sound of wind lifting wings. Wrfff Wrfff Wrfff, it lifed off. once they come, they will come again.
    even though the tree is too small.

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  20. ali Avatar

    she is lovely, a new spirit–felt also by the crow, perhaps? amazing light, perfect moments

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  21. Mo Crow Avatar

    rrrrhcckkkkrrrrrhhccckkk rrrrrrhhhkkkkccckkk y’know that little low chuckling sound they make to their young ones when all is well with the world

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  22. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    that glow that rose tinged everything–I saw it in Utah too where I ‘escaped’ to mountains up four thousand feet after three days of cold dark here. I will post those pictures today sometime…the color seeped into me radiating heat.
    I’ve not taken cloth out of it’s safe bundle yet. Eve did not travel with me after all…she stayed here for the whole epic storm, stronger than me in her way.
    Your cloth shifts with the light, is lit from within, like you.

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