today belonged to the Unforseen.  i woke, to look at the White Silk hanging out of the basket on the storage dresser, near the plastic raven and the Looker thing that little boy Julian and i made when he was here.  the branch with Mo's Hope is there too because the seedlings are on that window shelf

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i take pics of my house like some women take pics of their children and grandchildren.

then…i went to visit Alz B at the old peoples joint.  thinking i would only stay a little bit, it was early, and then go to the Laundromat.  not.  her son, Bill was there.  so…we decided to go outside.  such a very Fine Day and we went out, through B's old alzheimer's unit to their little patio area.  on the way, we greeted and visited everyone there, the caregiver very happy to see us and  that took a while, catching up on Their News.  on outside.  Where we ended up, Betty and i singing.  We sang a lot of songs that only had intermittant lines of lyrics and in between a lot of  da da and na naNa…but it made us laugh.  Bill's internet line had been accidently cut by his neighbor and his backhoe so he did  a little on his laptop and in between it all we talked about a million things.  when we went back in, lo and behold, it was Lunch time so i stayed to feed B.  salisbury steak and gravy, scalloped potatoes and green beans.  Pinapple.  her favorite cranberry juice.  she kept thinking the moist washcloth used for sticky stuff was a dinner roll and being disappointed.  oh well.  i finally left.  off to the Laundromat to wash ALL the stinky dog blanket from winter

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home and on the line.

ordinarily, this might have thrown me for a loop.  But…i think progress has been made from the computer crash, and i thought….OK, what now?

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i pruned.  pruned the little transplanted Native Plum.  this, a big Advance for me.  Pruning and thinning not easy for me.  but..done and more dug out for a water bowl.

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around the Raft, amidst the grass clumps and the Self Planted Globe Mallow,  i dug away and added some of the oh so beautiful goat compost.   at first , i used the shovel but then for the most part used my hands.   picking out last year's stems,  small root clumps. pulling away any Kochia and carrying it over to feed the Goats.  it doesn't look like much in these pics.  but it IS Much, really.  this part of this acre has gone through so many transformations.  now…i interfere as little as possible.  clearing these small places for the Cleome, Hopi   Black Sunflower from Patricia, the Zinnia from Deb Lacativa.   We'll see if the natives will welcome them.

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and the sage.  BEAUTY  FULL this year

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fixed the shovel

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and the original little seat on the Raft.  my granddaughter Alyssia's.  this winter it just fell apart.  What to do?   I don't know.

and so…just a great day of Just Going.  all through it, i thought of Cloth.

 

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22 responses to “Day 44”

  1. kathyd Avatar

    sounds like a good day .. i thought of cloth too . i ended up selling some of my art supplies to friends . just clean out what i do not need.
    (:

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  2. grace Forrest Avatar

    Clearing Space. OPENING.
    i like the sound of this.
    maybe it’s that White Raven. They need a LOT of space
    xoxoxo

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  3. kathyd Avatar

    oh … it is the white raven . it started some motion in my life
    that is uncomfortable . OPENING is the word. I love that the raven needs space . thank you grace !
    xxoo

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  4. grace Forrest Avatar

    they do. just how it is.
    thank you and xxoo back
    SPACE RULES

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  5. jude Avatar

    your space has evolved with care. i notice that

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  6. grace Forrest Avatar

    care.
    that’s a good word.
    care.
    caretaking
    caregiving
    care….receiving in response.
    care.
    how stuff feeds us. i thought of that, as i fed Betty.
    how in the past, that would have been really horrible for
    her to imagine. being fed.
    spoon to mouth.
    but when i came home here
    home
    and dug
    and brought compost
    it was the same thing.
    feeding.
    and it FED me. it fed me so much. so strongly.

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  7. Deb G Avatar

    Like how your day goes on…and I like how even though you intended it otherwise, your blog has become the story of your life, including cloth…because really, I don’t think they can be separated, the things we make and our lives. They feed each other. 🙂

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  8. patricia Avatar

    i love this little acre you tend. caretake with such love. this spot on earth. you, your goats, your treasures. and i’m lusting for your compost.

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  9. Julie Avatar
    Julie

    Whenever I feel torn about something in particular, my friend E asks “does doing that feed you?” and then i know.
    You should feel really well fed after this day.

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  10. Valerianna Avatar

    I chuckled at the cloth mistaken for a dinner roll – I guess if one isn’t attached to how one’s friend or mother used to be, then dimensia and whatever can have its quite humorous moments. The broken chair has a wonderful wood texture… I could see it being used for something. Glad you had some digging time…

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  11. patricia Avatar

    just looked again. love the wheelbarrow. can almost read the rings of it’s life–tasks performed with it. and the shovel mending job. good idea.

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  12. saskia Avatar

    oh that sounds like excellent advice, must try and remember

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  13. saskia Avatar

    what a wonderfully beautiful day of just going

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  14. handstories Avatar

    i love hearing about your visits at Alz B’s (in my head i think “Alice Bea”), especially the singing. & great to see the raft again. the little chair….there must be something….

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    it is the way of organic beings, isn’t it. feed/eat/feed.
    no way around it.

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    and well you should. the compost could NOT BE BETTER…
    particularly here, with all the aerating straw bits…SO
    much needed in this sand soil. i am SOOOOO excited to see
    how it all goes.

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    it did. and what was so good about it is my adjustment
    to the Unforseen. now, going….”OH! the Unforseen!!!”
    this is a HUGE improvement.

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. as i might have said or implied before, B and i
    were often butting heads over things. she was a very
    opinionated woman. and really, a snob. and now and then
    i would say that to her and she would take offence and we
    would spend the next few times together working it through,
    but neither giving up our position, really.
    at one time, she trained to be the Ombudsman for the same
    old folks place she now resides. she quit because she
    found it disgusting and disturbing. we talked a lot about
    exactly WHAT it was that was so disgusting and she Was
    able to say that it was just “all those Old People” in
    one place. those were the days when she belonged to the
    …oh, i can’t think of the word…but the Society for
    Choosing to die…
    SO. yes. she can be very funny. and i actually enjoy
    her moments a lot. and we laugh together a lot more now
    than ever before. and it is a very humbling experience,
    all of it.

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    i love my wheelbarrow

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes…i’m looking at it

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  21. Nancy Avatar

    Love reading about your visits with B. They are so *real…so honest…so thoughtful and kind. They tell a great story of life and of who you are.
    The little stool, oh (((sigh))). My first thought was put it back together, like a puzzle. If a piece is no longer workable…replace it with local driftwood – or maybe root-wood or ? Lash it together with cloth or leather. I love that little stool 🙂

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