first was going back to the dump.  today it was successful.  then, off to the Old Folks Home for Alz B's 88th birthday party.  Her daughter flew in from Portland last night.  i'd called around, her Swimmers friends, different people i thought of.   I got birthday thingys…like those blow things???some that whiz out when you blow, some that make noise…got those and a carrot cake and ice cream.  her son Bill brought 3 state of the Art pizza's from the Brew Pub.  we took over one of the outside patio areas with several tables and a good view and Partied.  B did really well….didn't make a whole lot of sense, but was responding to things around her.  she broke out in a smile to a couple of her birthday cards.  We sang happy birthday i think a total of 5 different times.

Then, i went to the Old Cowboys to spiff up his house for a visit tomorrow from a lifelong friend that lives in Kansas.  Shopped for a slow cooker pot roast and got it all in the cooker.  it can remain on low.  Cleaned.  did a load of his laundry.  cut the top part off three pairs of socks where he wanted it.  

Came finally HOME.  fed.  gave water to All.  looked at the inbox here.  listened looked again to Jude's latest post.

Off again to the above mentioned Bill's, Alz B's son ( i should make a list of significant actors on a side bar) to get the grass hay for the Goats

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the dogs had found something of interest

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aside from a few scattered feathers, only this was left.  a Roadrunner.  i brought it home for Saskia.

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and a friend.  loading some of the last bales of the year, ….this Being who had been in the wrong place at the wrong time.  still moist, still totally intact.  We sang, Bill and I, the dying song for him.  i have taught Bill that song for many things that have died there.  a couple dogs.  some horses. a couple cats.  this time, it was his suggesting to sing.  that was nice.     I think i'll leave them on the dashboard of the truck Sunny.  it's a good place for de hydration.  what i'd like to do is send the lizard for sure to Saskia.  but i need to ask her first.  there may be rules of what customs allows, country to country.  i don't know.  

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so…they are out there tonight.  together on the dashboard with the burden basket hanging from the rear view mirror.  maybe the jingles will "sound"…i left the vent window open so Wind could find them.

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Bob Marley watches over them from the viser.

AND.  A BIG AND….  Nurse Cindy was there.  AND…against all odds, YES!!!!!! she WILL come.  She WILL disbud the babies.  She WILL teach me and young nurse Kelly to be both competant Goatherds and Competent Women.    and…to Mo….she said yes.  she has used an anesthetic.  feels comfortable doing that.  and yes.  she did have untoward results once.  a baby unable to recover.  unable to nurse again.  unable to live.  it's the risk.  but yes.  it's easier on the disbudder for sure.  babies are dopy.  for a while.  so…now…i have a new decision to make.  They're running like a River lately, these decisions.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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24 responses to “65. only 300 more days”

  1. Valerianna Avatar

    I’d love to know your dying song…. your life seems full of goats and needy people, glad to hear you will have some help with hard things.

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  2. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Another organic bonanza of a day with life songs and death songs and wind finding what needs to be found Astounding simply astounding Grace but why are there only 300 more surely there’s more than that I suppose a year is enough of a commitment to anything except living

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  3. Minka Avatar

    I’m so glad you have experienced help with the disbudding.

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  4. Nanette Avatar
    Nanette

    I’d like to know about the burden basket please.

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  5. julie Avatar

    decisions running like a river, aint it the truth
    the roadrunner looks like those beaked masks doctors wore in the plague

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  6. jude Avatar

    i looked it up. disbudding. it can refer to plants too.

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  7. patricia Avatar

    good. help will be good. i’m familiar with burden baskets, have made several myself, but would love to hear the dying song–or at least the lyrics. typing this and making paper airplanes with boy. planes that are now zipping by no nose as i type. feels a bit disjointed, these two worlds–but as i say that, i realize no. they’re one and the same.

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  8. Cynthia Avatar
    Cynthia

    you are becoming legend here..we sit watching the goats run and think of you..the two smallest kids follow meadow aroud the farm …they would happily come right into the house..
    .like me..they j &m… have total faith in your ability to care for the goats in every way…each in their own way honoring the care and love and keeping of your goats…josh saying the disbudding station was simply a lesson learned..and he added possibly time saved..at this point he thinks you will triumph in all such endeavors…meadow who cares for the goats here …well all the animals..but the goats are, as you know, an entity unto themselves…simply trusts beyond belief anyone who could care so well for a herd through a new mexican winter..even as i started to share your story she was ahead of me ..thinking of draught and hoofs and milking ..know you were so honored here last night…always but
    we made a small ritual for you…we woke at 4 and went outside to watch the Eta Aquarid meteor showers..and made a special tea and drank it toasting you in the darkness…we stayed out as the waning crescent moon made the stars seem pale and the eastern rim of the sky /world became a bowl and we spoke of you and the goats..yours and ours …we thought about how huge your sky must be..i am learning the sky all over again..it so different than a city sky..the whole balance changes when the sky is suddenly seen again in its simple vastness
    i loved seeing lizard and road runner this morning..i have no bones from this place yet..not of my own finding..yet…but i have rocks and new plants and in a little while i am going walking in old woods new to me…and you will be thought of there as well…take care cynthia

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  9. kat Avatar

    Your burden basket looks very similar to mine that I got in a small shop somewhere in Texas years ago. Mine hangs by the door – isn’t it funny they are so small and there are days we seemingly have more burdens than they could possibly hold?
    I admire your perserverance and courage to keep going with all the “stuff” the goats require – good, bad, and hard. So glad you have someone to help.
    Nanette – burden baskets are made by the Apache tribe of Indians. They were originally made for carrying wood or other gathered items, such as berries. They have now become more spiritual and in some case, ceremonial, and smaller. Mine came with a card which described the use as to hang them inside where you immediately empty all your “burdens” so they do not come into your home life with you. Leave your troubles at the door.

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  10. beth Avatar

    Someone to help you with the disbudding who has done this before. This is very good.

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  11. saskia Avatar

    hey Grace,
    well i have no idea if you are allowed to send a lizard…but i say yes, if it is.
    and re the road runner: a few years back we were on holiday in France, our first in the Vosges mountains, camping; and we would go for long walks with the kids and during the walks they would ask us all sorts; our eldest was very interested in road runners (there’s a cartoon character i think, anyway) and he would ask my husband everything he knew about road runners and my husband, bless him, kept on answering beyond all his knowledge and still Declan continued to ask and my dear husband never lost his patience and just kept on answering…..this would go on for hours and was picked up the next day!!…. it was a lot of fun!

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  12. Nancy Avatar

    All said by others…I add my voice.
    Can you post the song?

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  13. grace Forrest Avatar

    i guess we are all “needy” in some ways?? a lot of the
    time it’s just more subtle.

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. you have no idea the relief. but then, need to
    keep a plan two. stuff doesn’t always work out.

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    oh HEY, Nanette..and Hello…and the burden basket…
    there are beautiful images if you Google
    native american burden basket

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    YES!!!! i had that nagging feeling…YES!!!, that’s IT!

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. but plants have voices that are inaudible to us.

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. they are one. but distinct.
    what did you weave your baskets of?????

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    you cannot know how this Holds me. that you told them,
    that they listened and had thoughts.
    i am so uhhhhh, so….well…just to beyond happy that there is this young couple WORKING IN PARTNERSHIP with so MUCH
    there…i just love it more than anything…so glad for
    them that they found what they love and then LOVE it…
    and i think how Lucky you are to become a part of that.
    it is such an incredible gift, Cynthia.
    THANK YOU so much for telling me these things and my
    love to all who Live there…..

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  21. grace Forrest Avatar

    leave them at the door as you come in
    take them up when you leave, some say. but sometimes
    when you go to retrieve them upon leaving, they have
    disappeared….

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  22. grace Forrest Avatar

    i am DEEP in thought about it all. Very DEEP in thought.

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  23. grace Forrest Avatar

    YOU ARE BACK!!!!! OH, tra la.
    well…if you say ok, i will send you both. if customs
    doesn’t approve, i guess they can just burn them or
    something. the Roadrunner is very complete in it’s
    transformation already. but lizard, well, it will take
    some time. but i know he would love to join the
    Gathering there.

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  24. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. i’ll post it. maybe tomorrow. it’s just a very
    small song. nothing much at all. but that and how
    it tends to be repeated, well, it works.

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