Dee asked something about what it is that i would Bring Forward in to this Present.  and i had been thinking about that.  cannot answer it yet.  but it's forming as i work.

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it's too late.  the day has been too long.  and did NOT belong to me, really….i Gave It Away.  so i can't say much that would be worth saying about that now.

but in the time that i DID claim for the Cloth,  i did this.   i "knew" that a fragment of the Coyote cloth must be here.  ok.  and as i fooled with it all in the late afternoon,  i put it on and down from her right shoulder.  no.  i then thought of actually weaving it in from the left side, as seen here, from the left side, the past…across where her power center might be.  i girded her loins with it.  no. Both, too uhhhh Theatrical.  am not much interested in Theatrical here.   just in ….going.  how one goes.

so…here is where it is in the last moments of this day.  in the center.  inside, yet showing.  the face got reattached.  i look at the discrepant eyes and have strong urge to somehow FIX that, but probably i won't.  it's ok.  she has two different kinds of seeing maybe.  Leave it.  ok.  and down at the bottom…too much.  so i squnched it up.  will it stay?  don't know.  something about a tap root.

and something about her needing ankles and FEET.  feet will be important.  the feet.  How will i do that? don't know.  but feet.  ok.  

it was NOT a particularly satisfying day.  and  i dreamed last night,  how i do…and at the very last scene when i was looking for the Large Cloth that had gotten blown away with tumoltous weather,  me and my dog Chinche,  we were down a very severe drop of rocks at the edge of a very large body of water.   not a sea, but some kind of tributary that edged a populated place.  a city.  and looking for the Large Cloth, my dog and i,  we suddenly realized that this place was ruled by the Tide.   how we thought we could come and go turned out to not be so at all.  turned out to be quite the contrary.  and suddenly i realized that the black glistening stone thing i'd found that had the one end of a dragon, …..was a flash light.  i clicked the button and saw that the way back was through a long large cavern upward.  i called Chinche and she had slid down almost into the water and i did what was needed to help her up and we entered the cavern/cave/passage.  no thought.  it was just what we needed to do.  

 

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19 responses to “180”

  1. Mo Crow Avatar

    coyote cloth… sacred clown? love the dream too you are so very brave!

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  2. patricia Avatar

    the tilt of her head is precious. inquisitive. vulnerable. open. and echoed by the core cloth. it’s all so hopeful. you found the light. shed light on your path.

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  3. jude Avatar

    the folding in of the cloth. it is very vagina.

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  4. grace Avatar
    grace

    !o!
    well,,,then the headdress goes.
    maybe my version of an old lady Miley Cyrus?

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  5. Judith in N. Calif. Avatar
    Judith in N. Calif.

    are you teasing…is the headdress gonna go ?? well…we’ll see, won’t we…. I love her and where she may or may not go…keep recalling that first instant of some kind of recognition I had a few posts back…it was the damnedest thing…makes me think of my shaman (which won’t be sent now until SHE is done..that’s what my heart is telling me ??). Am wishing more Cloth Time for you !!

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  6. jude Avatar

    it is quite beautiful actually

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  7. grace Forrest Avatar

    the dream is about perceived Risk i think…..

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    i did. i’d thought it was a carving only,

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    that was funny. very vagina.

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    N.Cal Jude…yes, well, no.
    i meant it “goes with”…like that nice bushy part.
    and really, maybe, tho it’s all lighthearted, maybe truly
    it has a lot to do with some very Primitive feminine
    energy. i thinks so. and that’s part of what i’m wanting
    to pull back IN to this Present. ?
    bringing some of the SNAP back? Some. the real and good
    amount. again…something about RISK.

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  11. wendy Avatar
    wendy

    I love dreams where you find a way. My all time favorite dream is discovering a way to walk across a lake….no bible thing there, I promise. I just found piles of stones to step on. So I agree- dreamers need feet.
    And I think almost everything looks ‘very vagina’. Except things that look very… the other. But, even big, tall, say, buildings have windows!!!! HA! Sorry, enough goofing around. Thank you Grace.

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  12. grace Forrest Avatar

    actually, it’s really great and interesting that this has
    come up…
    a LOT of my life was Driven by my sexuality. i was no
    shrinking violet.
    so this whole thread has Importance to me.
    Where did it GO? WHAT is it now? Jude talks about the year of “getting old”, and i really have no idea what you mean, Jude, but i do know that there was a point where i WANTED
    to say that. Get Old. Wanted the PERMISSION that it gave
    me to Excuse myself from Whatever i wanted to be Excused
    from,
    but the…time went along and yes, i am chronologically old, but things shifted again. the Old part seems to be
    taking quite a long and interesting Way. so…i’m wondering if i really CAN excuse myself? OR….OR….do
    i need to Re Tool?

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  13. kim Avatar
    kim

    Grace
    Caves can symbolize a lot of things, a search for knowledge, a rebirth or 🙂 a vagina. its a very very feminine symbol, being dark and moist.
    As far as her needing ankles or feet, perhaps roots instead would work to ground her.

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  14. grace Avatar
    grace

    is this kim from Diaries? whether or not, HEY!, and yes.
    caves. my dream Life is always beyond anything i can
    imagine…a constant world of Challenge…it’s really
    amazing. i often wish i could donate my dream self to
    some Jungian. they would love me.
    and roots…well…that’s part of the RISKy Business now.
    part of what i want to retrieve from a former self; being
    less concerned about rootedness…
    and, yes, tho, an image of a Tap Root has come to mind. one that is strong, can be pulled out if circumstance asks, and strong enough to reroot…
    thank you for being here..

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  15. saskia Avatar

    your dreams are so telling….I hardly remember mine most of the time, I am a busy person and my life is so full of/with other people, maybe that has something to do with it
    ah, the sex-thing, what a fabulous and at times complicated part of life that is; before I settled with my Man, I was very driven by sexuality, driven in the sense that I wanted to discover and be with different men….today I can honestly say I am so happy to share my life and all that that means with this one same man, growing old together

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  16. kim Avatar
    kim

    I love dreams also. and yes this is kim from diaries and many other of Jude’s classes. been out of touch, watching in the shadows. busy year, put down our beloved 15 year old springer spaniel and then I quit my job of 33 years. I have never felt so free feel almost like a teen again. so I guess I am working on pulling up my roots also and finding my wings! no immediate plans but a return to my stitching and a new dog for now.

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    feeling free…… ~.~ finding wings…
    GOOD, then.
    will look forward to whatever you find yourself free enough
    to do….xoxo

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes….that comes through with what your write and also
    that last great photo of you and he…
    but i’m thinking to the other things that rise from
    sexuality….things like the sense of Claiming Place,
    Caretaking of Place, even territoriality….things like
    that…and mostly a more primal sense of herd/pack….
    the realities of how it goes.

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  19. mimmin Avatar
    mimmin

    laughing at jude’s comment
    did you ever see the film ‘east is east’? here is the relevant clip:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuZfrw8m2G4

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