nothing i think might happen, does. Things i would not imagine happening, are. Not a lot seems to make sense, but am thinking it will, at some point. just not yet.
and JUDE is BACK. for a while.
the day began this way, looking at the wall, looking at what i keep on the wall. Why?
and i went to work. because i couldn't go on monday and tuesday, being too sick, the work waited for me. so today. but….
i had said something about needing Music to be LOUD. that if it couldn't be LOUD, it couldn't be itself. and how i needed Zoe Keating to FILL my HOUSE, and to FILL it so much that it seeped through the walls and went outside even to where the Goats are.
and when i arrived at my work this morning, late morning, there was a box. a note. and this.
and then it went from there. 2 boxes in the mail. I don't ordinarily say anything about things that arrive in the mail because it somehow doesn't seem right. but i will say something about these. because everythings seems somehow, uhhhh, as a Surprise, somehow and i don't know what to
think.
so i Look., instead of thinking. and i see a wonderful box of Judith in N. California. her work. her Work. a CD of her world. her Work. her World. and more. but enough for now. and Sandy. Sandy sent some indigo she wasn't needing…but what she really sent, with out really knowing , but knowing, was a book she thought i might like. 100 Girls On Cheap Paper Tina Berning. more of this later.
and THEN, if all this was not enough, Martine, ateliercolore.blogspot.com. Martine, whose blog pic shows her in a window with a camera, but who i have always seen as her with binnoculars, looking looking looking over the So Far and watching over me here, in New Mexico, usa …..her being in the Netherlands…for years i've imagined it this way,…..anyway, Martine on her blog gives the recipe for Misery Soup. Ellendesoep.
HOW CAN IT GET ANY BETTER AT ALL??????? and how can i SEE all this, as it is appearing to me moment to moment????? What can i Know?
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