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Out the Door Window to the Way Back early this morning.   It was cold last night and they were hungry early.  When they wake up in the Albatros,  the first you see of them is one,  usually Onday, standing in the little cut out doorway just looking.   This time of year, it takes a while before they come out.  Then they warm up in the sun,  walking around,  looking.  At some point, they Migrate to the Way Back via the corridor.  I feel so good about this….the Migrating.  Once in the Way Back they mill around again for a while.  Check the bowls for anything left over,  scratch themselves on things,  just mill around….until,  it's suddenly Time.  Usually it's Mercy that Sounds first.  Then if i don't go right away, others will join in calling.  After they have eaten enough to feel good,  they lie down in the Sun.  I was loving this morning how they still lay with their mothers,  most of them.  Some like Magic always lays alone.  She prefers it that way.  And this morning i was happy to see Barbara next to Snowbunny, her mother.  Although Barbara is 3.   They are the two right infront of the Big Stump and the Blue Chair.  Snowbunny is curled up in a feed tub and Barbara is pressed against it.  Her injured scur stump must be healed well enough to go back to normal.  I like them this time of day particularly.  Once in a while they will lay on their backs with their feet sticking in the air and looking like their dead.  But not and i guess sometimes it just feels good that way.

Got ready for work and had some time.  I'd dreamed of my old good friend from the days when i worked at the hospital.  In the dream there was talk about "transitional outfits".  We talked about everything possible in the staff room.  A bunch of us on break.  Why it was transitional outfits in the dream …?????…but we used to laugh about that.  How some needed to shop every autumn for the Transition from warm to Cold…..we would tease them.  Anyway, i thought i'd take a pic of my new transitional outfit.  

 

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For whatever reason,  i am not wanting to put levis on yet.   So i am wearing one of two corderoy jumpers,  a thick cotton shirt,  leggings, wool socks and birkenstocks.  The difference between outfit One and Two will be that the other jumper is brown,  and maybe a different shirt.  Otherwise, it's the seasonal "uniform".  As i am taking this Selfie

 

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Tay came in from outside and looked and was STARTLED  by the image in the mirror propped against the bookcase…….ACK!,  Her hair bristled and she growled and Barked and would not be reassured when i showed her the mirror turned sideways,  no one there.  And the rest of the day she's gone over to the corner in the ROOM to where mirror is parked all the time behind the chair, cautiously creeping near to look and softly growl.

 

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At the farm market on the way home.  It was busy.  LOTS of women maybe 10 or more years older than me,  all stocking up.   Part of the reason I love New Mexico is the sound of spoken Spanish and then the Spanglish,  the gentle tone inflection of happiness.  Contentedness.  Everyone was  talking to everyone else and the only topic was stocking up for winter and the conversation was so simple, i have heard it a million times over and so have they,  but they love, like LOVE to repeat themselves… Oh the chili and beans they will make,  the burritos the enchiladas,  with a fried egg on top,  the stews.  These are the same simple foods they grew up on, their parents grew up on, they feed their grandchildren.  and beans.  always there has to be beans.  Every day.  every day.   Many of them were buying 25lb sacks.  Some, TWO 25lb sacks.  As we waited to get rung up,  the woman in front of me looked at my little 5 pounder and asked me where i'm from.  I smiled inwardly. and said Michigan.  She said  "and how long you are here?"  and i said almost 25 years and she Laughed hard and said "then you are from Here now!"   "But what?, you don't cook?"…eyeing my little bag of beans…and i said i am only one and her laughing stopped and she said  "ooooo, poRacita"….that's phoenetic with a rolled R,  i have no idea how it's really spelled, just how i hear it,  PooRacita    which means oh so sad,  so sad and i am sorry.

 

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began the seed stem of the Grass.  this is good.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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28 responses to “this and that”

  1. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Yes the beans and in our pantry, a 10 lb bag because we are 2. (I sent you a photo.)
    Pobrecita is how it is spelled and translated it means poor baby or poor little thing…which you are anything but…

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  2. suzanna Avatar

    When Gilly was a pup she seemed to notice herself in the mirror, but it didn’t last very long…now even if I point her out to herself, she is completely unimpressed, but yesterday, I put a bowl down for her to lick and she started in barking with such vigor, non stop. Because, evidently, I had left the spoon in the bowl, and that just upset everything. So I removed the spoon and her serenity was restored. I love that cloth.

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  3. ² Avatar
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    yes love the seeds on the cloth seeds give future …. food
    for the first thime we had also those beans in the garden
    they are so beautyfull when they are growing ,and on the end the autum colour with spots
    love the cloth the butterfly look as a flower aswell
    i smile by the tought , when i wake up you go to bed
    wish you a find day
    greet to tay and chince aswell

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  4. Nanette Avatar

    just laughing and smiling

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  5. julie Avatar
    julie

    And there is a gentle inflection of happiness in this post, too. The opposite of transitional.

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  6. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Yes the seed stem is good, in fact your grass stitches are my most favorite bits of sewing that you do. Kantha is special but these, “feather” grass stitches are magic because even though kantha has movement, grass stitches are alive, they come off the cloth as if lifted by the wind…

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    No don’t FIND the day
    i mean a FINE day

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  8. Liz Avatar

    I love the grass … natch
    But what caught my eye was your gloves … echoes of your hands … witness to all they’ve done

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  9. beth Avatar

    Always interesting what catches at and triggers a comment in people. I am wondering will Barbara’s scur grow back? And thinking how I dread those casual encounters and explanations where I don’t fit into the norm of family, holidays, etc. Why do people assume we are all cut with the same cookie cutter?

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  10. Dana Avatar

    Your selfie is so cute and I laughed at Tay’s reaction, but then I wondered what mirrored illusions I am afraid of and I had to laugh at myself too.

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  11. Mo Crow Avatar

    it’s chilly here too this morning in the dark before the dawn wearing layers and scarves and warm socks, just made a big pot of beans enough food for a few weeks on Sunday, love the smell of all the herbs and onions and garlic cooking up slowly for hours & hours on the stove & I love that Liz spotted your work gloves & the new cloth is such a Beauty!

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  12. jude Avatar

    everyone looks comfy. in their own way. i like the through spots in this cloth

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  13. Martine Bos Avatar

    how could she call you a PooRacita?
    didn’t you tell her you have Tay, and a lot of goats and friends and a wonderful cloth in the making……..

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  14. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    …but it’s so sweet really…the other day a woman helped me off the bus when there was a crush and she called me ‘baby’as she did it///so I turned to her and touched here hand the one that had helped, said “thank you mama…u made my day with your sweet mothering. So there it is…I was her pobrecita for a moment and it was lovely.

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  15. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    I love your transitional uniform…I seem to be in loose but warm pants and a sweatshirt lately…I can’t stand dungarees any more…need no pressure in the middle these days. Also love the cloth/and the dog and her mirror reaction…the details of domesticity. LOVE goats in the sun and glad the scur is healing. Love you best of all…well, maybe the landscape sometimes takes the top spot.

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. i looked it up too. There is almost no line in the spoken
    word here with some consonents…they are spoken so softly and
    with breath, soft lips…

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    the way it’s spoken used here, it’s just like that…a softness.

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    the Sensitivity,….it’s interesting, isn’t it. Thank you for
    answering me on your blog.

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    Maria, thank you for thinking of Chinche. Actually she’s doing VERY
    well. Tay is causing Energy in her and it’s a good thing. She
    is Living MORE because Tay makes her do it. Like me, maybe???????

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    a few kinds of Happiness’s are floating, in opposition, in transit, weaving

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  21. grace Forrest Avatar

    they represent all the Plant People for me so, yes, the wind would lift them

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  22. grace Forrest Avatar

    these gloves. They are BIG gloves. I used to think, until recently, that things should be to size. I had gloves that were actually my size but they were too pinchy. Someone who did something here left these gloves here. They are loose. Spacious. and i have learned that i love this spaciousness and that they work just as well as small ones the exact size of my hands. kind of like this jumper…it’s
    sizes too big. I cut off almost a foot and hemmed it. But i am now liking very much the spaciousness of IT….the air pocket between my body with leggings and It. I might not go back to levis that are
    feeling almost claustrophobic now…?????

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  23. grace Forrest Avatar

    i don’t dread them anymore, but am still getting used to not saying much in response and letting the words dangle there in mid air
    Who knows about B’s scur. It came off so at the skull that it is a possibility that it won’t grow back. But those horn cells are so
    incredibly fierce, it might. But also, not in the same configuration. It will be a while till we know.

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  24. grace Forrest Avatar

    Maybe that’s Tays work too..the laughing.
    I am so SKINNY under that jumper. I like how it fills me out

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  25. grace Forrest Avatar

    Making Beans is a Holy and Sacred Work. Just beans can keep us alive.

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  26. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes…through spots…yes. weave

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  27. grace Forrest Avatar

    it would have met a Blank. Not her world. So…i just listen
    and smile.

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  28. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes, the pinching of pants. Hmmmmmm.
    but i am thinking longingly about my hoodie sweatshirts that are
    stuffed on the floor of the closet. Time for laundromat.
    But then again, the hood, the hoodie, tho the absolute most
    warm, KEEPS me in some cacooned state in mornings when it’s so cold and really, the cold is what makes me MOVE. Hmmmm again.

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