it was brought to my attention that the Old Cowboy's endlife stuff might be Private. So I thought about all that, all day as i was there AGAIN all day….and i thought about how he so easily tells his story to anyone at all that is willing to listen
all of Us, no matter where we are on the continuum, are dealing with or going to deal with END LIFE stuff. if we have partners, someone is going to go first. Parents, they will go first. so…All of Us. and sometime it will be US that is in the going line. Why should this be private? I think.
This is August. Last year. How similar to this present cloth. August. The month, for me, since childhood of birth/death/birth/death/birth\/
today we got a hospital bed delivered. It's IN PLACE in the livingroom. Today we got Eddie, who will spend nights. Keep track of stuff when it all goes into disarray. Already, we love Eddie.
I love Eddie so much because he means that i can sit on the porch in the evening or i can go out and sing to the Goats in the evening or i can hold Tay close in the evening and talk to her in the nonsense language that she likes and understands.
Old Cowboy will love Eddie because he is there. When the gremlins come, Eddie will be there.
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