gifted yesterday from Valerianna and sourced by Mo today:

Ursula LeGuin  from Dancing at the Edge of the World:  thoughts on Words, Women, Places

"If it is a human thing to do, to put something you want, because it's useful, edible, or beautiful, into a bag, or a basket, or a bit of rolled bark or leaf, or a net woven of your own hair, or what have you, and then take it home with you, home being another, larger kind of pouch or bag, a container for people, and then later on you take it out and eat it or share it, or store it up for winter in a solider container or put it in the medicine bundle or the shrine or the museum, the holy place, the area that contains what is sacred, and then the next day you probably do much the same again….if to do that is human, if that's what it takes, then I am a human being after all.  Fully, freely, gladly,  for the first time……….."

 

so…the knapsack for holding  joys.   I looked today for the cloth for it,  having in mind the skirt of the oh so softly worn denim "work dress" that just couldn't hold a patch tho i tried…but when i found it  i saw that i actually CAN mend it.  I saw it in a whole new light.  So i continued to look and that led to weeding through the tons of recycled cloth on the big shelves in the bedroom and i bagged two entire large garbage bags to take back to the Thrift Shop from whence they came and found this

 

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skirt from over 30 years with me that was gleaned from a thrift shop in Ann Arbor Michigan.  It's rayon.  Very large.  would need a lot of altering to be able to wear it,  need a lot of hemming.  But really,  Not wearing it is just as good.  Just its beingness has been enough.  And i'm thinking some of it might be just the thing.

 

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it might be it.  Will wait some days.  Listen.  Feel.  Look.    

I went back to Jude's Contemporary Boro 2 and the segment on bag making….travel bag.  Yes.  this is for the great journey.  ok.  Not that i would take it with me,  but it would hold things.  Things that could then be burned or buried,   unless Alyssia might choose to keep it.   but would for enough time,  speak of all the joys.  

 

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and i looked at some thread that Deb Lacativa sent this week and thought,  yes,  maybe some strands of thread in that bag because these are nothing less than Joy.

and i spent some time picking up dog shit,  as Tay is not at all modest and Chinche is too old to be anymore and in light of the above,  it too seemed well…joyful.  even.  

 

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10 responses to “to put it here again, because i love it so much”

  1. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Softly hued cloth, that skirt from so long ago; joy holds memory and so having this cloth from so long ago, if it is a good memory, would be so fitting to use or at least a patch of it in your joy holder.
    Woke up this morning with the urge to create a cloth to welcome and acknowledge Autumn, my favorite season. But before I gathered cloth and stitched, I spent some time reading a passage from Anam Cara by John O’Donohue that has stayed with me all day. It fits this idea of holding joy, tangibly, intangibly, and so I offer it here and I do so because memory is a part of joy for me. By that I mean that the cloth I stitched today, carried memories from a few years ago, when I lived in Tennessee. We had many crabapple trees on our property and they were a new tree for me. I marveled and loved how they changed throughout the season, especially in autumn. Green leaves turned a glorious reddish orange and many of my dyed cloths in those days contained that exquisite reddish orange color from those trees.
    To make today’s cloth, I deconstructed one of my Tennessee cloths because I needed that reddish orange and aside from using rust, it is not a color that I can easily make here. I do have to say though that when we first moved to New Mexico, I dyed cloth with about a 1/2 cup of pure Hatch chili powder much to my husband’s utter shock at what he felt was a waste of good chili powder. Oh but the glorious, glowing reddish orange color and the scent of chili that permeated that cloth was Joy with a capital J for me. Sadly, the color only lasted abuot five days before totally fading BUT I am wandering off my point, memories can cause you to take detours!
    What I wanted to share from Anam Cara is the notion of the heart having seasons and to quote John, “In the autumntime of your life, your experience is harvested. This is a lovely backdrop against which we can understand aging. Aging is not merely about the body losing its poise, strength and self-trust. Aging also invites you to become aware of the sacred circle that shelters your life. Within the harvest circle, you are able to gather lost moments and experiences, bring them together, and hold them as one. In actual fact, if you can come to see aging not as the demise of your body but as the harvest of your soul, you will learn that aging can be a source of great strength, poise and confidence. To understand the harvest of your soul against the background of seasonal rhythm, should give you a sense of quiet delight at the arrival of this time of your life.”
    However we gather and retain Joy, whether tangible as in objects, scraps of cloth, written words, drawings, photos or intangible as in a fleeting memory, all serve to manifest the many and varied joys that circle us through all the seasons of our life.

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  2. Judith in N. CA Avatar
    Judith in N. CA

    Hi Marti…thank you for sharing this…something to think about as my head goes down on my pillow tonight.

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  3. Judith in N. CA Avatar
    Judith in N. CA

    Grace…that skirt is Wonderful !!! those colors…I’d love to see a version of it on you and I’ll watch carefully to see where it might appear in the future. So yummy. So now I think I’ll surround myself in those colors as I think on Marti’s quotes. What a lovely way to end my day. love to all, J.

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  4. Mo Crow Avatar

    “tenderly, gently” as Neil Roberts said in neon all those years ago
    http://www.neilroberts.com.au/detail.asp?iID=601

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  5. grace Forrest Avatar

    am thinking of memories as Imprints. don’t know what exactly i
    mean by that, but imprints.
    imprints.

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  6. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s really extraordinary, the skirt….i won’t ever wear it
    my life is not that anymore but i will go into many Cloths, i’m
    guessing and for sure, this knapsack…the oh so feminine elegance of it, a womb of Soul….

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  7. Martine Bos Avatar

    What a treasure that skirt….
    I see pieces of it in future art!

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  8. grace Avatar

    yes. for sure. for sure.

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  9. Nancy Avatar

    Thank you for this Marti.

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