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so i Will make this Cloth.  Ok.   Looking,  thinking,  deciding on the cloth for the Otherside then ripping and placing the harem cloth inside.  Ready.  With these cloths that are marked in the dye pot there is always a difficulty to covering the other side but when it's a question of how the cloth will Feel…  the "hand",  there's no other way.  Even though there might not be additions of scraps or addition of representational stitching,  just the invisible stitch (Jude Hill) will give the feel with the 3 layers.

How Brown absorbs and re constitutes all of everything…here,  Brown as Earth absorbing all of Life as we know it.  And it goes back on that strong thread that has lingered as an undercurrent, to Stephen Harrod Buhner's book….Plant Intelligence and the Imaginal Realm…..into the dreaming of the earth.

Just as we speak of our Selves as mind, body spirit,  so too is Earth, this planet,  mind, body, spirit.

and with this Cloth,  Brown is the Body of this earth.

Usually,  i am sad and in past times, in a funk about the turning of seasons,  hard to let summer go,  dreading the Cold,  the estrangement it brings to my life Out there.  Closing the door of this house.  The separation. 

But this time,  except for the need to close the door at night,  it's not happening.  I don't know why…nothing i expected or intuited.   But i don't feel those things,  but rather am closely watching the changes and seeing how this time of Season,  Earth eats summer,  consumes it slowly and gently to Hold it for a time,  absorb and transform in a slow slow readiness for Change again.   I want to watch this and be Still and wonder about how it goes,  imagine this transformation.    This is for me,  the story this Cloth will tell me.  

 

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looking for something else entirely,  i came upon this pouch from some months ago

 

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on the right,  the white with black marks…a scrap from Jude.  The size of a postage stamp.  Which i will maybe NEVER stitch down anywhere,  because it needs to Move,  Be Everywhere,  and i see it as how maybe some kind of language can go on this Earth Body Cloth…nothing that i can Know,  but somethings that i will Recognize in some way,  like braille

 

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14 responses to “committed”

  1. sue Avatar

    the cloths are beautiful

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  2. Mo Crow Avatar

    love how time expands by just slowing down to see how these colours and cloths express such gentle harmony
    namaste

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  3. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Maybe it’s the quality of the photographs but I can see the way the cloth might feel. I’m watching the changes here with you, watching you watch them, and watching them here in NYC too. It’s been Summer like for a week or more, then just tonight a change in the wind, colder, heavy with humidity.

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  4. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    You’ve said that you don’t want to analyze the changes that are coming in your future, just let them come. Still underneath this quiet flow of changes, you are sensing a different understanding of season this year. It is my nature to try to understand and analyze, sometimes, perhaps a little too much, but I can’t help but wonder if what you are experiencing has to do with the simple and possible fact that this could very well be your last autumn/winter in New Mexico. Could be why you are open to how it will be without the usual concerns…?

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  5. dee Avatar

    I am curious too. Why now this change? How the cloth will reveal that is a process to be trusted. Marti’s insight could go the other way, too — the last season bringing on deeper sadness instead of less?

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  6. saskia Avatar

    am moved by these small specks of cloth; Dana’s piece with the road is very beautiful indeed

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  7. Dakotah Avatar

    The colors in the top two cloths are entrancing and earthy. Really loving those. Been dreading winter, too, but we have had a reprieve here with very warm temps, something for which I am so grateful. This slow slide into winter months is helping me process and prepare.
    Looks like the moon is setting in that blue piece.

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  8. grace Avatar

    slowing down, slowing down

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  9. grace Avatar

    thank you sue…since i know your work, i like that
    you like them

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  10. grace Avatar

    i think it’s how it’s going to go for a while yet

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  11. grace Avatar

    well…there’s just no use in “analyzing” at this point…
    there is too little Known to be able to do that.
    and maybe you are right, but it doesn’t feel that way
    if for whatever reason i might stay another year, two more
    years, 5 more
    i think i would be grateful to have reached this point when
    i am uhhhhh, am…….well, not needing to translate any
    of it into my own singular experience, that it has become, and
    i might use the word, Finally, it has become some kind of
    a Whole that includes me, but only as part of So Much.
    It’s the So Much that i am hanging out with.

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  12. grace Avatar

    maybe the why now is because it’s where i have hoped to
    go for SO SO Long?

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  13. grace Avatar

    isn’t her cloth just so much the BEST???????

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  14. grace Avatar

    so much can be seen in these two cloths…whatever we need,
    it might be there.
    I have had such a struggle with cold months for so long it is
    a huge reprieve to not have that sense of it this time…worth
    getting Old for. Last year there was that one SNOW that came
    up to my knees. Even remembering that…it’s just ok.
    SIGH.
    it’s just ok. We will just go. and then it will be
    Spring

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