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this is the one i put here the other day,  knowing Jude would be talking about scraps.  So,  i just put some here.  Not chosen, really,  just off the top of the little scrap basket at the table altar.  They had no particular meaning.  In this context.

 


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This morning.   I can't remember when this thinking began,  years ago,   but it's about the "reality" that the Whole of Everything, and we can call this Whole….Gaia,  is constantly engaged in a continual Whole act of creating.  By whole,  this would include everything,  all life forms,  all of everything they create from and with.  Everything…the microbes and the energetic systems they are made with and of,   all beings and things,  animals, plant people,  the atmosphere and extending into space.  And we do this Together as one being ,  in a neverending vast and glorious  flow of energy.  I used to think about this a lot and then not so much because it was too much.  And the desert makes things simple.

I realize i've never really thought about the ACT of cloth making much.  You just look at what you have in the baskets.  One piece catches your attention and it begins.  You set it down on the table and begin putting other pieces with it.  Take them off,  put them back,  turn them,  and your mind begins to make a picture.  A lot of times,  maybe all the time,  for me the picture is about a feeling or a momentary experience.  I never know ahead.  It takes form as it goes.

Things are so different here in California.  Everything is different.  It feels "deeper,  more complex".  Maybe an example of Crows:  in New Mex I could hear a Crow coming and run out.  There would be ground i ran on.  Then extending to plain horizontal striations of kinds of earth to a very clear RIM.  Sky began.  There would be the figure,  standing in that scene,  calling back.  The crow overhead.   Here,  i run out and turn and turn to locate the direction then scan through a thick forest.  Looking out, the earth is full of plant people of so many kinds,  there is sky but only in one direction…and i have to run through the forest to get there….is there RIM and that Rim is made of far distant tree tops.

But also,  then,  if i sit in this forest,  a clearing in the forest,  it feels so FULL of so MUCH.

So the scrap pieces,  the small torn fragments are ways for me to depict what i sense to be the energetic beings of this place.  How they might appear if they were cloth.  Some scraps have remained constant,  the desert to  this Hill.   This  black and white.  Toad Egg pattern,  by Toad Egg,  the mystical event of life forming.  

OK.  this is too much.  This cloth beginning is on the design curtain.  I'll change it.  Take away and add.  Maybe i'll be able to know more words about "process"

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16 responses to “making”

  1. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Well to me you’ve done a fine job of using words to describe how you make. Maybe process is nothing more than recognizing that organic flow, that comes the moment a cloth scrap catches the eye and ignites a spark that begins to speak of translating a thought, emotion, experience into a story using thread and cloth. I’ve always believed that the making of cloth is like holding a conversation with self and with inspiration from whatever form that takes. ..

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  2. Liz A Avatar

    it seems the hardest part about describing process is distilling into coherent words the cascades of thought that result in something … a something that may be changed by yet another cascade of thoughts …
    and honestly, when I get into a “zone” I can’t honestly say how I got from point A to point S (with however many steps occurred along the way)
    so I agree with Marti … your words do indeed capture the essence of your process … which results in cloths that are so uniquely and identifiably yours

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  3. Jackie Avatar
    Jackie

    Beautiful post grace. Yes everything is whole,one. And it is so hard to put into words, that “knowing”. Sometimes I feel like our english language detracts or something because there are so many words for the same thing. Making, being, creating are they not the same actions of the whole?
    Love you words…”And we do this Together as one being, in a neverending vast and glorious flow of energy.”

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  4. Patty Avatar

    Your words sound true to me in my making. The letting go with
    decisions and following what appears and changes. I also love
    the importance of place in making. Where we live changes us as
    much as we change it.

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  5. Saskia Avatar

    every thing and every being are connected

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  6. grace Forrest Avatar

    i think that’s it…all of it, but i am enjoying Looking
    at it all and seeing if there’s more to it that i just
    don’t notice anymore?
    it’s a good point in time to do that

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  7. grace Forrest Avatar

    love that, point A to point S
    what happens in the middle is like a dream

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes…they Are…the same actions
    and i think about what Jude said about thinking being
    such a part of process, a doing in its self
    how this is true…carrying a thought or a glimpse
    of a thought around for a day or days, it just being
    there along side of all the things of living..like
    a soft tune being hummed in the background or something

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    Place is almost Everything
    and i realized this morning that i keep saying “california”
    and that’s not really right at all….there’s so much to
    california..and even so much to the Close By. I need
    to get in the car and drive to where the horizons are…
    that Rim…it’s very close…

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    so connected as to be the Same Thing.
    like your living room…so many things but just
    One BeautyFull Room

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  11. joanne Avatar
    joanne

    Grace-drive to Valley of the Moon. Especially on a full moon.

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  12. Julie Avatar

    Back from my radio silence into all the color on your cloth. We spent a week hunting for fossils on the Chesapeake Bay (and sometimes in it). Nothing like finding a 20 million year old scallop shell to feel the connection not just across the present but down through the past.

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  13. Els Avatar

    full of bright bits, Grace !

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  14. grace Forrest Avatar

    i will write that down. I know what you saw.

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    that shell…family.

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    what might become of it?????

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