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it was a morning how it is here.  Gentle,  opening Out.  Two scraps had risen to the top of the basket next to me here on the table bench.  I added them.  thinking how so much has changed for me…intensity and color,  since coming to live in a Forest.

 


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the Vet came at 10:00,  prompt.  Drove up the Hill in a big Vet truck.  We had snagged Puppy most fortunately and put her in that back room of this travel trailer.  She needed her booster shots.  Tay was wild with her what to do about Intruders,  so she was closed in too.  the front part.  

and we set about working to get Goats singly out from the corridor where we had lured them.  The Vet set up her ultrasound equipment.   We decided to do Puppy first…she,  not used to being confined at all and she was looked over  Care full y,  the wound on her nose from the incident with a bird,  her lack of tail etc.  All Care full y noted by the vet.  Alyssia held her wrapped in the jacket that i had made from 21st Century Rags…Jude Hill.  We hadn't had time to get a towel ready,  so this jacket was convenient on a hook by the door.   And Puppy got her booster shots and rabies.   She only hissed twice.

to the Goats.   Oona came out first.  Oona,  who i hadn't imagined involved in this scenario.  OOna with more Woman Integrity.    The ultrasound machine wasn't working.   Alyssia straddled her head.  I was behind ,  pushing against her,  gripping her tail, Up.

we tried and tried.  She couldn't get a picture,  and finally ended up using her hands.  Yes.  Yes.  Feel it?

we captured Celia and a repeat of the ultrasound not working,  but with hands,  o…yes.  yes.  

What were we thinking?  I joked that they were either pregnant or had some really LARGE parasites.  What were we thinking?

well…

  Onday,  Oona, Caroline, Ginger, Lucky Star, Wendy, Mercy, Just Going, Arctica, Celia, and Karma.  

Lucky Star kids 4.  She's "old".  maybe not.  All the rest who knows.  2 or 3 is common.  Say two.  and that includes two of Lucky Stars daughters who we don't know.   so just say 2 for Lucky Star…hope….  22 kids.

Where there is Free Range,  there is Free Will.

we fenced.  refenced and refenced.  All seemed well.  Secure.  Bucks IN.   and then we took a break.  Winter was over.  Spring came and the Doe Goats roamed and cleared the land.  Buck Goats were peacefull.  Tenzen grew Old.    We let a blind of innocence fall over our eyes.  Spring and the Doe Goats were HOT…they pushed against the Buck gates but we smiled and needed to take a break.  Bucks couldn't get a way to mount.   And there was that moment when Alyssia saw Celia backed up to Tenzen,  him positioned on his gate,  his "pink" extended and she ran to get her camera but when she got back it was Over,  it's fast with Goats…seconds.  But that's all we ever witnessed.   They were discreet.  

the elder does.  are elder.  they haven't kidded in 5 years.  the "younger" ones who have never kidded are not young.  There might be difficulties.  But here we go.

it's Goats that hold us together here…before here and now here.  Emrie attended today.  When we were holding a Goat for the ultrasound,  Emrie held too.  She layed on her stomach on the milk stand and sorted leaves and sticks she would show the Vet who responded because she has a son of the same age.  She attended when Puppy was held for her shots and Tay,  she attended while Tay had blood drawn from her neck for heart worm.  With no instruction,  she attended.  All of it.  Her world.

I'll look at that Goat Deva and add things.  "Finish"….???? that cloth with this new Place of Hill.  for Emrie.

 

 

 

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25 responses to “my sister Hazel gets her wish. Where there is Free Range, there is Free Will”

  1. joanne Avatar
    joanne

    GRACE!!!! We all crossed our fingers and I guess each of us got a baby goat?
    I told my husband I had to read the emails tonight to check on you and the Vet visit.
    Just now I shouted that maybe 22 baby goats!!!!! He is laughing. I am laughing.

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  2. Mo Crow Avatar

    Oh Ha! goats will be goats and make more!

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  3. grace Forrest Avatar

    laughing….i read this and i am so well…so something.
    That you and him are there in Maine, laughing and i think, oh, love. Just such big and great Love.

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  4. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    Yay, goats! Yay,Tenzen! Yay,The Hill! I know the kids will take time and energy like all changes do but 22 kids! What joy and blessings! More than 22 times. Does Emrie have any idea that babies are coming? It will be amazing for her. Did the vet have any idea how soon this might be happening? Are you up for it? This is so exciting…

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  5. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    What will Julian think of all this when he returns?

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  6. Hazel Avatar

    Oh, Grace! Thank you, what an exciting full chapter- wonder & awe & beautiful going-ness! And She on the tree, Knowing it All. Who could ever have imagined how it might all be… Great Big Love to you all, oxo.

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  7. Michelle Slater Avatar

    “In all things of nature, there is something of the marvelous” -Aristotle-
    ‘SHE’is, you all are so deep within your elemental subliminal selves,
    they manifest in word pictures and cloth scraps. What beautiFULL beings.
    Here, a heat wave has begun.

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  8. Deb G Avatar

    Oh my! What an adventure it will be, and is….

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  9. Patty Avatar

    I’m smiling and love your Grace and goat cloth, and this story
    of the Hill!

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  10. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    How wonderful for Emrie and Julian to be a part of all this. I think of the front door, the back door, how death came to the Hill but oh my, how LIFE is coming in abundance and that is so sweet…and of course, I think of Azucar and Celia, how thinking that she was the only one but no, and it is all just a time of coming joy and hard work but how enriching an experience for la familia. So many of you, this time, all together, so many of them to come and what a gift for you and for us as well.
    I was going to search the archives for the past experience of goat birthing but this time, I said NO, this is now, that was then and LIFE continues here, not forgetting how it all began but it continues HERE, on the Hill, in this time, in this new place…
    Your goat deva, who I think of as the Goat Shepherdess because of my Dad (how he is smiling at this news of what’s coming to the Hill). SHE, out in the air, out on the land, how fitting that she be among it all, a spirit guide to this amazing, continuing adventure of life, simple and rich and just going…

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  11. jude Avatar

    kidsville!

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  12. Beth Avatar

    All I can say is eeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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  13. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    OMGOODNESS .. I can’t even imagine all of this. How exciting .. I am trilled to be here for this amazing adventure. How does one even prepare for all of it .. all of them.

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  14. Peggy McG Avatar
    Peggy McG

    Super exciting.. A huge new endeavor for all involved.. Love this cloth so much, so much story in it.

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    when Jenny was here this weekend, she said to Emrie that
    we were building for baby goats. That baby goats were
    coming and i watched Emrie, she looked off into the distance like she does when things are seeming too much to consider
    She will love it. when it happens.
    Up for it?, yes. i am up for it. We watch for signs.
    none yet.

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    he has wanted his own Goat. a weather. Wish come true.

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    no one could have imagined this

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    manifest…what a word, what a concept

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    we ARE. we are a Story. yes

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    you were right, to not go back. Now is Now. and i
    will think of your Dad. Ask him to help

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  21. grace Forrest Avatar

    everything in California is ….ville

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  22. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. for sure, that

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  23. grace Forrest Avatar

    Cloth holds all story

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