windthread

dawn

All i have to offer is experience through my own ability so far,  which isn't much, really.  I have no real idea what i'm talking about.  Am just reporting the experiences as they occur.   And this,  because They "said" to.   and because its what Everything seems to be about lately.  Remember?,   on  Aug 30,  i asked for Help.  How can i  live,  the Energy for that…and what's happening is that it is being given.   In moments when i normally would retreat into my thoughts,  into that reverie of daydream,  i am finding i remember asking and i am finding that i am given ENERGY…ie.  my mind/body gets a "jump",  my vision becomes clearer,  i get UP and Do things,   my day has multiplied  and it feels so so Good.  All at a steady pace,  a loving pace of just doing.

and that thing of Reciprocity,  Which has changed meaning….the difference?,  being somehow Inside.  In/With.  WithIn a whole,  a sphere of Us.   My mind taken in by Their Consciousness.  Not my mind,  looking AT them,  appreciating them,  but rather i am part of the GARDEN which has existed and refined itself for thousands of years.  It now includes me.  Because i came here.   Now i need to evolve.  Following Their lead.

not a thing of  you give me this….i give you that….no.  We Live.  Together.  Know each other and listen.  and as They said,

Do what we do.

WITH.  One Life.

i was going to put a lot more here.  But that would be too much.  Maybe tomorrow.  Maybe in a while.  But i did begin stitching the Root and then there was the line of pulse that rose from the root and went UP.   a feeling of yes.

I took some coyote bush this morning.  It's in a pot,  soaking.  It's still hot…7:13 pm,  91 degrees.   In a while,  i'll turn the burner on and steep it.  A while.  then let it rest tonight and in the morning,  will take out to the copper pot.  Tie some cloth.  Put it in.