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Trees.  the Walnut trees,  alone.  Along the side of a road.   The Cloth,  finally found for Wendy,   Rag of the Day.  After so long.

i looked back in the gmail search for the last connection with Wendy.  It was a post of 5/16/2015,  windthread,  referring to the Wind Horses.  

 


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the pic for that post on windthread was this.  A mask.

i woke this morning to find this email:

"Thank you for posting the photo of the chicken in the tree.

I 've been having an odd sort of insomnia for about a week  now.  Last night i decided that it must be here to teach or show me something,  to make space for a change.  In the midst of my midnight scribbling last night,  i found myself writing an instructive fairy tale to myself:

The old woman spinning at the crossroads laughs to see me stumbling along…a cheerful cackling not unlike that of the hens clustered around her.  She hands me  basket twined of honeysuckle and reed.

"Gather the eggs, " she says.

Some of the hens have  made tidy nests near the path,  but others have laid their eggs in the fork of ancient oak or gnarled maple, others under a thorn bush or even in the midst of bright green poison ivy.

"Every egg",  she admonishes me, and her spindle keeps twirling and the yarn keeps growing.  I follow her directions and find that many of the wild-nesting hens have produced the most beautiful eggs…the largest,  the tiniest,  not only creamy white or rich brown, but sometimes streaked with emerald or speckled with luminous turquoise.  I wonder what bird could have fathered such eggs…or perhaps it was the wildness of the mother that created such jewels in the furthest, hidden nests.

I find myself ignoring the nearby nests,  drawn further into the forest.  But i hear her say,  reminding me,  "Every egg.  One never knows".

you can imagine my delight at opening your blog this morning and discovering the most glorious chicken up in the tree!

a sign or omen…?   Whatever,  it made my day.  Thank you!  "

i sat.

read and reread.  Closed it out.  Went off to make tea,  coming back feeling like i would not be surprised if it werent there.

but it was.  I read again.

 

This is Margery Knott of North Carolina.  in further mails she gave me permission to post this.

"after 75 years of putting my writings and weavings  (myself?)  away in drawers….in spite of encouragement ….I have finally dropped my fears…which is how i was able to actually express my thanks to you this morning."

she sent then,  two pics of her WORK.  I will ask permission to post those.  They are "masks".  From her work with Susan Merrill,  weavingalife.com .   

the pics are stunning.  to say the least.

and back to where we started.   Trees.  

first,  Acey returned.  This being after me wandering a while….asking this Hill…How can I live?  What do i do?  and the Hill said,  Listen.  Talk about it.  

today,  i went to the Post Office and brought home The Overestory.  The first page and a half are Enough.

and it went and Goes from there.   Each of us has a tree.  I am sure of that.   Each of us can go sit with the Tree and listen.  today the Utility of  California,  Pacific Gas and Electric  cut off power again,  the second time in 2 weeks to 180.000 customers. They guess for 2 days.  Why?  because there is WIND.  and what does Wind do?  It moves through  Trees.  Branches fall.  

All day,  the power was slated to go off at 2pm,  all day, before that,  i listened.  The Pines here speak in song speak.  The Oaks move and drop leaves that the Goats glean as they fall.  The trees,  it felt to me were energized by the Wind,  relieved of a long hot summer season,  able to shed what was dry,  they,  feeling lightened and free to meet the coming Rain months.  As i write this now,  the Pines continue their Sounding.  Trying to tell us how to live.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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18 responses to “it could not be more clear”

  1. Acey Avatar
    Acey

    Am about two thirds through The Understory. I read just the first two or three paragraphs and said out loud “Grace would love this word tincture”. Have been reading it in the morning when I first wake up instead of scrolling through news stories.

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  2. Joanne Avatar
    Joanne

    In winter I sit on the deck facing the woods and listen to the trees creak and moan. It’s a good sound like whales.

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  3. Michelle Slater Avatar

    Even here in this over-constructed City, I hear the cicadas chirping their last long love letters as I walk home. Sirens dominate the soundscape through the nights and days, but the windows are somewhat soundproofed. There are not enough trees. There used to be more.
    What are you reading? and Link?

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  4. grace Forrest Avatar

    i do. i do love it

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  5. grace Forrest Avatar

    your trees there. i think of you and Them a lot
    Our lives with our Trees where we live, thinking of
    you and yours always threads in to what it was
    for me in N Mex, planting and praying for them to
    take hold and live

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  6. debbie.weaver Avatar
    debbie.weaver

    Beautiful post

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  7. Joanne Avatar
    Joanne

    I think the above fairy tale would be a lovely thing to see in a book with drawings or cloth work on the pages. Is it Margery Knott we must encourage?
    I have a pattern from long ago appliqué work- of chickens. I’m thinking one looks like Talkie but not up in the tree- I will go and look for it- might be good to do appliqué work this winter. A journey into the Magic Attic is always good.

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    wait till you see what she Makes

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  9. Mo Crow Avatar

    I read ‘The Overstory’ by Richard Powers after Terri Windling wrote a review back in June on her blog about this inspiring, compelling, sprawling wilderness of a book that helps us shift into a biocentric world view- a life centred point of view;
    “The salvation of humanity — for it’s us, not the world, who need to be saved — and our continued lease on this planet depend on our development of tree consciousness. We are here by the grace of trees and forests. They make our atmosphere, clean our water, and sustain the cycles of life that permit us. Just begin to see them. See them up close and personal. See them from far away across great distances. Notice all the million complex beautiful behaviors and forms that have always slipped right past you. Simply see, and the rest will begin to follow. Every other act of preservation depends on that first step.”
    By moving into a biocentric world view where the whole planet is sentient we have to look after our beautiful broken world not exploit her!

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  10. Patty Avatar

    In Overstory so many human lives jerked and reacted on while the
    trees lived their long, quiet lives among us. I came to see
    the trees’ point of view as closer to complete, certainly closer
    than our furry, mammalian, busyness preoccupied selves. I hope many read this book. It changed my way of looking/being.

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  11. Irene Avatar
    Irene

    What a wonderful little story. I’m always amazed how many talented, ordinary folks who are writers and visual artists are afraid to share their work.

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  12. Laura R Avatar
    Laura R

    I’m trying to catch up on your life, and also on mine. Sometimes it’s sooo much! I hope all is well. I shall keep reading!
    XOXO

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  13. grace Forrest Avatar

    oh HEY!…so glad you’re here!…you are in Rocklin?
    is that right? I had it written down somewhere, but
    looking and couldn’t find…we need to know Where We Are
    and yes…lives are FULL.
    So glad you came here tho…
    Love

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  14. grace Forrest Avatar

    her weaving is magnificant. Maybe she can know it
    now. In a way, it’s very Wonder Full that it took
    so long

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    but it’s why i don’t read fiction anymore.
    I GO there, inside the stories….want to stay there

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    debbie…oh, you will love her weaving

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  17. Liz A Avatar

    my mom used to call it “natural pruning” … when the wind would help the trees shed the limbs they no longer needed … bringing them down to the ground where they could return to the earth and nourish the tree that bore them …

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  18. Liz A Avatar

    I’m not a fan of fiction, and honestly didn’t particularly enjoy the “people” part of the Overstory … but so much of the story of the trees read “true” as non-fiction

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