windthread

have been asking Alyssia…..How can i SEE this movie…Nomadland.   The "ads" keep coming in the feed on my Facebook page.  There's  more and more said in the news.  Awards.    Nomadland.   She tried the other day to set it up on her Hulu account for me but the link didn't make it happen.  Tonight….she checked again for me and,  well,  it's because the movie isn't "out" till the 19th.  Today is the 7th.   OH!….ok then,  but i am so so already enthralled.   Is that a good word?  enthralled?, no,  but sort of.    and explains this small Cloth that is so    layered    .    How we are layers.   Not just the one that we "are" today,  but the one that we might have been,  the one or ones we already Were.   Selves.   I look at the ads for this movie and the most recent one made me cry.  

Until Alyssia suddenly occurred to be pregnant,   and even more,  until the fetus flagged to be horribly challenged,   until all that,   this might have been me,  this woman,  on the road.  She and i for different circumstances…mine would have been Choice.  Rather than necessity.  But the road traveled would have been the same????     i am completely TAKEN by what i am hoping this film will be.   Now i know i have to wait.  The 19th.  Ok.  ok.   but i want to see something by looking OUT at this story,  instead of looking IN to my self,  into my own past.

Marti….Thank You!   i didn't even know it existed.