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another day of SUN, so Garden and other OutSide things.   This, on the table.   Coming inbetween times twice to look,  to understand how Crow will be.   Wanting some movement there, wanting to DO something,   but only 3 stitches because i still don't know.     The sense that if i would wait,  take time,   let it come,   It is There,  waiting for my waiting.    

looking,   i think how Crow is the Intermediary between the abstract forms of the MagicReal that Does exist   and the corporeal Real of the human figure,   the temporal,  "temporal,  relating to time,  the spatial and temporal dimensions of human interference in complex ecosystems"…Oxford Languages   .   I keep thinking,  there are 4 experiential planes here.   Parallel Realities.   This is what i am trying to understand.      and Memory rises with those words…parallel realities….how is it i came by that way of thinking? …….and i suddenly remember Esther.  At that time,  in her 60's.   Way back in the Ann Arbor days,    the drawing days,   how we were all somewhere seated at a table to eat together,  celebrating something,   and there was conversation and Esther was two people down from me and leaned out and toward me and asked…."Have you read the Seth Materials?"    No  " Then do it. "     I did.    it's been 40 some years.   give or take.

so i googled.   parallel realities,  Jane Roberts and get

The Nature of Personal Reality.    Jane Roberts.    "concepts of probable realities;  a metaphysical counterpart of the parallel universe theory in Quantum Physics.   It's one of the most important and complex concepts contained in the Seth Materials,  for it explains the actual mechanics involved in the materialization of events into our daily lives.  According to this theory there are other probable versions of the history that exist  in alternate dimensions.   These versions are as real as ours and each individual has probable selves that exist in their   "parallel universes."     Seth Center   

I won't go back to the Seth Materials,  but will Open self to what i had absorbed so subtly  and surely into my sense of  Life Experience.    I am going to be 76 years old soon.    the year before 77.     Maybe i can begin consciously Choosing.   From the SO MANY THINGS i have learned and loved.   Choose and truly enter,  center,   Into  what i choose.   And there is a settled sense that this is what this Cloth is to me.   A Reference Cloth about the nature of personal reality.    Thank You,  Esther.  After all this time.    You have been patient.    Thank You.   the Winter Peepers are SINGING in California  just now,  like the Spring Peepers sang in Michigan then.   a sign.

 

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15 responses to “i have loved so many things”

  1. Mo Crow Avatar

    Crows are guides to the gates between worlds with a wild sense of humour

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  2. jude Avatar

    if we could understand the scope parallel realities there might be world peace

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  3. Liz A Avatar

    I love that I come here and learn something totally new … Jane Roberts and the Seth Materials … and that it is so okay to say that this was something I didn’t know
    and Sun … how its warmth is now welcomed, sought even, after the long Texas summer of avoidance

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  4. Deb G Avatar

    Parallel. I love that I come here and read this after having written about how I start something, stop, and then return. Thinking about how go back and return aren’t the same thing, about a “reference cloth” and what that might be.

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  5. Joanne in Maine Avatar

    Your birthday and husband’s. Same day but one year apart.
    My work often has a Crow. I found my Crow on an old antique quilt 20 or 30 years ago.. or potholder- I forget. And I make it from black felt and add it “as needed” to my work.
    I might add a drawn crow to the desktop calendar for your birthday.

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  6. grace Forrest Avatar

    here, Crow says “come in”

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  7. grace Forrest Avatar

    there is so much to understand….it’s all waiting

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    the Seth Materials, crazy and intense stuff and SO
    FULL of all the True Possibility
    yes….sought even….so so wholeheartedly Loved after
    being so drained

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    this is a Wonder FULL thought….how go back and return
    aren’t the same

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    crow is always ready for….as needed

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  11. dee Avatar

    Oh the Seth materials. I remember reading them. The idea of parallel lives does kind of stick, doesn’t it? One way to concretize such things at least in the imagination came when I took an Ira Progoff journal class. One of his exercises: write about roads not taken. Because they linger. Have somewhat of a life in the mind. Not what Jane Roberts was talking about but still worth exploring. A few of mine: English teacher in Japan, Jungian analyst, poet, Washington DC lawyer.
    76. That’s something!

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  12. grace Forrest Avatar

    oh….all that. All the i have loved….taking the Amtrack
    train from Ann Arbor to Chicago for the workshops with Progoff sleeping in the dorms of Loyola
    yupper. 76. Hard to imagine. it’s starting to get Real

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  13. maria Avatar
    maria

    Grace NO not the year before 77 , when you became 76 you have lived that number it is over , when your number chance start the making of the following-up number 77 isn’t it ,you make it day by day .
    and the numbers doesn’t count … do they
    i remember the Seth words of Jane’s book , it have help me a lot in this beîng in understand this life /world

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  14. maria Avatar
    maria

    they waite … because they knew ..patiently observers

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    MARIA!!!!…EEEEEEEeeeeeeeeee….YES!
    how funny!, i really DID get lost in the Covid Time…
    yes…it’s TRUE…
    THIS is going to be the 77! Well, no wonder, all
    these things that are arising….
    no wonder.

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