another day of SUN, so Garden and other OutSide things. This, on the table. Coming inbetween times twice to look, to understand how Crow will be. Wanting some movement there, wanting to DO something, but only 3 stitches because i still don't know. The sense that if i would wait, take time, let it come, It is There, waiting for my waiting.
looking, i think how Crow is the Intermediary between the abstract forms of the MagicReal that Does exist and the corporeal Real of the human figure, the temporal, "temporal, relating to time, the spatial and temporal dimensions of human interference in complex ecosystems"…Oxford Languages . I keep thinking, there are 4 experiential planes here. Parallel Realities. This is what i am trying to understand. and Memory rises with those words…parallel realities….how is it i came by that way of thinking? …….and i suddenly remember Esther. At that time, in her 60's. Way back in the Ann Arbor days, the drawing days, how we were all somewhere seated at a table to eat together, celebrating something, and there was conversation and Esther was two people down from me and leaned out and toward me and asked…."Have you read the Seth Materials?" No " Then do it. " I did. it's been 40 some years. give or take.
so i googled. parallel realities, Jane Roberts and get
The Nature of Personal Reality. Jane Roberts. "concepts of probable realities; a metaphysical counterpart of the parallel universe theory in Quantum Physics. It's one of the most important and complex concepts contained in the Seth Materials, for it explains the actual mechanics involved in the materialization of events into our daily lives. According to this theory there are other probable versions of the history that exist in alternate dimensions. These versions are as real as ours and each individual has probable selves that exist in their "parallel universes." Seth Center
I won't go back to the Seth Materials, but will Open self to what i had absorbed so subtly and surely into my sense of Life Experience. I am going to be 76 years old soon. the year before 77. Maybe i can begin consciously Choosing. From the SO MANY THINGS i have learned and loved. Choose and truly enter, center, Into what i choose. And there is a settled sense that this is what this Cloth is to me. A Reference Cloth about the nature of personal reality. Thank You, Esther. After all this time. You have been patient. Thank You. the Winter Peepers are SINGING in California just now, like the Spring Peepers sang in Michigan then. a sign.

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