had agreed with self last night to wake to some Meditation time this morning. It was an Every Other Day. i did that then sat quietly a while, watched First Light come. after a while, checked on Ukraine. and thought the above. Actually, i thought, I need a Life Coach first. Am going to continue with my "treatment plan" . it took two tries, he is Done With It All and i talked to him. Told him how his leg depends on this. Two tries is not so bad. it got done. in less than a half a minute.
it was an extremely soft and Beauty Full day after the rainy windy week preceding, and i took the plant starts to the Garden. Was slow and thoughtful. there were butterflies. a humming bird. i remembered the quote from Anne Lamott that Marti had brought to us the other day.
"Well, how does us appreciating spring help the people of Ukraine? If we believe in Chaos Theory, and the butterfly effect, that the flapping of the Monarch's wings near my home can lead to a weather change in Tokyo, then maybe noticing beauty…flapping our wings with amazement….changes things in ways we cannot begin to imagine . It means goodness is quantum. Even to help the small world helps. Even prayer, which seems to do nothing, Everything is connected." and as i worked there, doing small things, i stayed with these words. And thought too, about how my indulgence in my Dread creates vibration. I can do better. i want to teach self to do better. because i can. and I like that she said…Even prayer, which seems to do nothing
i don't know why these pics are so BIG???? i did nothing different, but oh well…..
Talkie has been intermittent in her egg work since resuming. She's changing her nest spots. Most recent in with Sunny Ray between the two pellet barrels. This was what was there this morning. Maybe she's in the spirit. She would be christian. in her own pagan way.
and speaking of
a new book. Liana Finck Let There Be Light in which God is a Woman. I had sworn to not buy any new books. But…maybe this one. i can say it's for Julian. He used to draw stories, line drawings, similar to hers and has a wry sense of humor for his age. I could say it's for him.
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