the light was….odd. it seemed Ordinary, nothing i could put a finger on, but it was different. colors, different, even the shadow of the needle different. Sometimes i would think i should pin to the Wall Cloth…see what was happening, but i kept NOT doing that…just going….just by touch, little by little. Just what was the immediate Next. a LOT of stitches.
a very FULL day of so much uhhhhh, vague awareness of so many things. rising from some very specific things. These are interesting days.
giving water at B Garden….these was a lizard, under the Daisy Bush….i could have not seen it at all except for yesterday, twice, there being the dark form ….so FAST….that i think is the skink? but remembering and wanting to be ready tonight, in case. But this One. i have never seen this before. Was taking one step at a time. Slow. walking walking through the run off of the hose, through the wet earth, sometimes stopping and stretching head up, looking up, then taking another step. I held my breath.

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