friend Bill back in N Mex had sent a box of fresh Green Chile a while ago. Came Fed X. a lot of it. before i got to these, they weren't as fresh so i have had them down here at B Garden, drying. for the seed. Spent time at B, not doing anything, just being there. The chilis took me to Liz's trip to New Mexico…i'm not sure she's back? or still there? i looked at all her pics again (again again) thought the words…..i love New Mexico….thought how i use that word a lot….love….as a verb…..so it started that way, i love New Mexico…. What do i mean by that? What exactly IS i love New Mexico. Yesterday i'd said "how i can just Love as fully and as well as i can…." i find it to be hard to stay with the question….what do i mean by that.
so…Love. it's maybe going to (or maybe it was just today) (don't know yet) turn into some kind of life review of People i have loved, not loved, Things and Places, Experiences and Teachings, specifics, like Lizards. Kinds of love
and maybe it's part of the Earth Grief.
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