windthread

yesterday,    somehow i misunderstood the batteries….thought i had one more and  i didn't…..so no post……

but where i was        was       coming back up from an extraordinarily perfect SUNny day in B Garden,   where i made progress with creating the faux raised bed for 2024,    walking and thinking and       What If i had all the time in the world?????  and i stopped and looked over and saw this Free Space of Blue amidst all else….and  "saw"  that i     DO.    I do,   or      can     have all the time in the world.    

i have always had a garden…even if it was only a few plants,   but always.      And always,  a garden was not the  priority,  but what i did inbetween the other things of living,     working for a living,  creating what i wanted to be Art   becoming what i imagined i wanted to become…..    never tho a priority.    What if  this time around      it is?       What might that be like?    and there…..that Beauty Full clear blue space……???????

so…maybe this time around.    Why not?    

Today again.   a stellar  SUNny day   and as i nailed together some boards for that  faux raised bed i     decided.    Yes.   As if I have all the time in the world.    and     the kids.     Now,  not just Emrie,   but Jeff's kids….Brinley    and Jax  who is there a majority of time,    bringing them in .   Emrie was easy,   they are hard so they didn't come there last year.   Before that,  Brinley only a little.   i want Emrie there and so……it means they all come.      But………..I have all the time in the world,   right?   

i close my eyes and breathe.   i feel that Blue Space  between my eyebrows….third eye…..      a spaciousness  teaching me about all the time in the world.   which at    78,   you  can give your self….just by acknowledging it       still,  no easy task.