windthread

i want to write about what it is,   B Garden,   what was lost,   it and me.   I thought this morning i could but then i'm here tonight and it's just not going to happen.   So…here.   these stones,  yesterday when i went down and sat there ,  long.   just the water flowing from  the hose that is finally flowing but still leaking,  still leaking……"everything" is gone…..but the stones.  and really, B Garden is

stones

like everything here is,   this Hill.   Rocks,  stones.  Granite      There's a term…top soil…..      There's really NO top soil here even though it is hundreds of years old.   ?????        i still   haven't     Taken the Time     to research Why

and i have taken  bucket and bucket of  scrap hay and Goat manure there ,   layered it on     to create     a     Garden.

Nisargadatta,  in the "blue book",   I Am That   told me years ago…..     Do  not cause.

i did not heed.   I caused.    and am on the brink of    causing again