arrived. for some months now, i've been kind of adrift. a Circumstance of Drift. Since that evacuation, when Onday fell, when the Garden died. something happened. and tho it was uncomfortable, there was an "understanding" that i should just
wait.
not imagine FIXing. just wait.
and i have. not knowing. waiting. and here we are.
more circumstance and last Friday night i find out that Betty Edwards had written this book. published in 2020. She would be in her 90s. somewhere in my 30's i met and took my first drawing class with Kay Gould Caskey. It was based on Edward's first book…Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain. a whole world opened to me. and in the last year or so?, i've circled back around. Drawing. Just drawing. Pencil. Paper. Two simple things that the Life i now live can accommodate. and i find that it brings me deep connection to and with my life as i breath through the days.
i have not opened the cover. have just sat, holding it in my hands. reading: "decoding the way we perceive, create and learn"
decoding the way we perceive, create and learn
i am so excited…..yes, i think….this is what has been happening while i thought i was only Waiting……..those lizards, Uno and Dos down at Jack's gate this is what they have been teaching me, what i have been so so grateful to learn i am SO ready . This is just sheer Happiness.
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