went  to Nogal's Forest to see if i could soak in the feeling of him.   Talkie went with me.   There were MANY mushrooms and fungus…pics in the next days     and this!   would have been from 2 years ago….last year she only laid those tiny ones.   Must have been from a time she was…

so it did not go well,   last late night….  i kept thinking i might be hearing Jack Flash.   It was raining.   i would open the door…listen…hear nothing but then later,  think i heard something again.   He somehow seems so far away now.    But i also knew that even if i did….there was really nothing…

need  to find another way to do these days…if i can.   Tomorrow there will be somewhat of a reprieve… only 34% chance of rain.  What that means usually is that there will be intermittant rain through the  day.   Which i will be so grateful for.  But then  forecast is to roll right back into daily…

: , as if there are two eyes.    About yesterday…..  Faith ,  Airy Cat   Airy Nothing said "and Gaia wept softly,  for those left behind,  as she embraced one of her own to their goodbyes"     this.   2 ways of seeing.   Both.   Complimenting each other.    Needed.    

  i loaded these two pics early in the morning.   those words of the "title" being their story at the time.   But then….i went out to Feed.   All ordinary until i got down to Nogal.    He was not out.   as i walked,  i called for him.  As i walked there came a plaintive response….plaintiive…something…

  yesterday,   when there was SUN,  after feeding Jack Flash,  i walked on down to B Garden.  I wanted to look for something in the tubs.   These are things i brought back.   i didn't find what i was looking for.   This string bag,  i've had since i was in my 20's.  I've never used it…

here it's just pinned.   Has since been stitched in place.   10 and 11.    This one will take the Center position on the blanket i make for my self.   It created its self.   chose.   its self.    in order to show     me.    i spent time wondering about  "new Year".    maybe it doesn't…

it's 12:21 I tried to post here over and over ….and i did it one more time before giving up on the day…and   here it is.   But i am done in.   So….just this. a quote from Nancy,  Pomegranate Trail      "May the things that matter to you be ever present in your life".   …

      it's a big book.  coffee table type.   Beauty FULL book.   i should take more pics.     or      i should take pics of food i  cook. Make. Food.   i love it.  love "ethnic" foods.  Most of all maybe i love Indian food.   Having been there,  where the very air you breathe…