words are BeautyFull.  Language is BeautyFull.   between those who speak that same.      for whom the words have shared meaning.   What if you are communicating with  Those who do not speak the same? some  Thing   Else is required.    Space.   a kind of Whole Being Felt Sense   [Eugene Gendlin]   that can give Rise to…

the old rusted cast iron.   Langer:  the close to irresistible urge to give Words,   to contain with words,   the amount of words it takes to not give things words…….. the Thing still of the SunFlowers.   that "statement" of Theirs…NOT coming from my mind or somehow inspired by it,   but truly separate from me.   coming from …

the other place…the stenographer's pad or a facsimile,   and an average day is maybe 3 pages.   the writing becomes larger and less orderly,  arrows increase.   and i rarely go back unless looking  for a specific thing and then, ordinarily give up trying to find it.   What if it is there all along and i missed…

      Why all this on blog?  not just the steno pad?   Pics.   Photographs are PROOF  Zinnia.  finally.  after Puppy napped on most. timing:  salt cedar sticks from Jan …. "How do i know what I mean until I see what I say"  Trickster's Hoard  Margey Knott   Aug. 19 the drawing…hands…use not known…undrawn fig …

the ones who asked that Question…post of 8/23…. ?Why are we not enough? the Spokespersons.       Why did i not picture them on that post?

  i need to do something different here.   it needs to be just journaling for a while.   Random.  as it comes.  No explanation.   Not sure how that might go.  or not.    I woke at 3 something…still dark…a soft soft breeze at the windows,  dark still,       dark at the screen door and i…

the little butterfly shape in hair….my friend Raina sent Emrie many things some of which were little clip Hair Prettys,  all rainbow colored,  i think 6 or 8 and Emrie wanted me to have one.  I wear it every day.  mine is a peach orangie pinkish which is kind of amber.   I like it a…

this One had had its back to me all along.   I saw,  yesterday,  that it was leaning and then forgot.   This evening,   had leaned over completely onto the young Manzanita.   Got a bamboo stick and some ToadEgg cloth and…………………………! that question:   Why are we not enough? and to reiterate,  even more clearly,  

there are 4 grow bags with green beans.    They all developed some kind of dry leaf something.   But also,  continued. maybe a motto of mine might be ignorance is bliss?….not really bliss,  but somehow…excused?     i say…i don't know,  and that somehow excuses me?     the vines grew.  they're spindly.  All the newer leaves…

Alyssia…Positive.   All though ,  are OK.   I have one more day since exposure,  but i am ok.    SO.   Covid…we meet you.   After all this time,  2 years plus?…..finally.   OK.   and we are OK.       I think about it all,  how 2 years ago or so there were not enough freezer trucks for the…