very early,  looking for something else,  found this.   Set it in the middle of the table.  Reason unknown.   later,  still looking for what i was looking for…a photograph of the Old Moon Gramma,   out in the storage bins at B.   Not there.  But what was,  was an old cigar box of Cray-Pas.  They are…

the small vertical dots.   They are exquisite.   Just small but so much THERE…so critical to the whole.   color is still all off.  This is a Green place,  the undercloth…the Deb Lacativa is the most WonderFULL greeness that enlivens the green of all else. i couldn't work on this in the last days.  I wanted…

to occupy ourSelves,   we looked through two manila folders of Cloths  i've made.  Print outs of photographs.   it is surprising,  how many.   And the best part was that it was if seeing them for the first time,  made by someOne else.   I like them.  A lot.  I have feelings for them,   FEELINGS about making them. …

didn't go this last summer/fall for walnut harvest.   Feeling like i have so much cloth.   Use what i have.  But then,   i think i said something about this a while ago…but then,  wished i had just a few walnuts to Sadden things…mute them.   Yesterday,  when looking around,  saw that there are OLD walnuts where the…

she came just before 10 am.   Alyssia has 3 papers to complete by the weekend.   The mission was to have a day and STAY AWAKE so she would sleep well tonight since Alyssia is up,  well into and sometimes through the night.  We began by following the Goats.   she wants to do what everyone…

there are MANY of these now.   small forest gardens of them.   Reading the book,  looking on line,  it's a  Probably Edible,  but then the continuation….  "but don't mistake them for ……. so and so ".      I need a more sure identification.  i need a PERSON i can carry one to…..a PERSON.    Maybe…

this first pic….Typepad won't let me rotate and resize it so i don't know what it might appear like.   But they were pieces of cloth in one of the ziplocs that are across from me here at the Everything Table.  maybe 4 days now.  Several bags,  but i kept being asked to look at these.…

  perennials,  along the road fence in front of B.    This,  their second year.   All summer they held their own but with the coming of the cool month of November they became Vitalized…not REvitalized but Vitalized…    Becoming FULL,  lush and a deep deep GREEN and when Rain began,  they blossomed.   And continue to…

Moulting.   it's been going on for a couple weeks.  Reached a crescendo a few days ago and now,  the slow Grow back. not everything goes,  but the most beauty Full tho.  the long feathers of her mane,  the cape, leaving her lower neck bare,  exposing her.   Flight feathers.   And then just random ones here and…

i have tried for a couple hours…no….way more, really, than a couple hours to post something here…trying to change the subject. I wanted to talk about Talkie. but i won't happen. so i don't know how this will come through either. but go look NYT Stop Pretending "this is not who we are" opinion video…