when i woke this morning,  i lay there,  still,  for a while,   and then remembering what i had left before sleep.  I lay there,  thinking that i would need to be mindful.   to not be consumed.   I first held this Cloth.  and then i began reading.   Through the day i kept reading,  and kept picking…

i woke this morning to this Cloth,  one of the ones i call Invocation.    I clicked and saw that Rev. Raphael Warnock had WON a seat in the United States Senate.   I got dressed and fed the Goats and went on down to sit with the grapefruit tree,  John Lewis and i told her…..him….we…

the Beauty.   the Beauty of Rain….i would never have guessed.   3 years ago i came here and was stunned by it…Rain…..i was cringing.    I kept saying i was a desert person.   that i couldn't find my way in Rain.    Here,  this morning,  the Beauty of it dripped and seeped and i felt so…

it might be that "real" Rain Season has begun.  The kind of Rain that does not stop.  Is continuous,  hours and hours on end.  The wonder full weather app on my phone marks the passing of the days/nights in 3 hour increments..not only giving temperature but also % chance of rain.   It is almost always…

right next to me here on the table bench seat is that basket of stuff which included a large bag of Deb Lacativa's Threads. i love them this way in their natural form, when their purpose is just to be Beauty Full.

things that seem to be impossible to   "fit"   but then,  somehow,    Do.     in their own way.

    These.   They will take me into the New Year. I have stayed with that word….Prevaricating:  speak or act in an evasive way.  Avoid telling the truth or saying exactly what you think.   Synonym:   Equivocate.    Indecisive  evasive  Use ambiguous language so as to conceal the truth or avoid committing oneself   Avoid direct answer…

Alyssia had to go to three Dollar Stores to finally find this.   there is the space.   of 3 empty squares  before the day that is designated the 1st day of the "new year".    As it has,  this year has increasingly felt Different.   It has had very different challenges,  but the real difference to…

Cilantro continues at B Garden.   Just now,   just now…….thinking to go to seed.    How amazing to me.   In New Mex it would be a couple or few weeks and it would bolt.   This has been months.  Enought for one household.   in a couple weeks i'll plant more.   and at B,  someone's Winter Home.…

Acey brought this word here yesterday in the Comments.   I had to look it up.    Speak or act in an evasive way and then,  i needed to look more.   To avoid telling the truth or saying exactly what you think.  Synonym:  equivocate…indecisive,  evasive.  Equivocate:  use ambiguous language so as to conceal the truth or…