Jenny arrived.  we talked.  sitting outside .  about how it's going at the hospital.   How it's going for her.   How It's Going.  and then at some point i said…ok,  so what's the Plan?    She said…open the door/gate.   See what happens.    we did and Caroline came out right away,  the little ones…

  i try to avoid drama.   here.   not talk about what might be.   Stick to what is.    this morning,   Future Primitive podcast…interview with Stephen Jenkinson,  podcast Apr. 10.    TRY to listen.   It somehow pairs perfectly with the preceding podcast with John Todd on rethinking Everything.   Very different,  but perfectly paired for me. i…

  how will i do this.    ?    .      ?      the tree is over 3 ft.    i have no surface to accommodate that.  

at the top of the vertical post…you need to click on it to enlarge….that one,  of the "military"  the push up lizards…the one i think is the same one all the time….the Wall Garden Lizard….  this was as close as i could get.   They are very wary of form and movement.   Even tho i state…

two more little prayers.   And looking,  i realize that my imagining of this Cloth needs alteration.   This is a Blanket.  or           will be a blanket and so,  will be washed.    at the laundromat.    things will need to be STRONG.    Stitched firmly,  tho they are Tender.   ok.    …

these little blues are everyWhere.   and little pinks and whites   this little Prayer.   Wants to be Everywhere.  ok.

  in yesterdays comments,  Maria wondered…where are his roots?   are they cut off or are they dried up?  and this wondering realized that the second component would be the Mycelial world.   Lizard is later.   Forest.  Under world of Forest/Earth mind. Which brought wondering that i carried all day,  an undercurrent to the doings,  mind pulling…

it is very clumsy….the Tree,  but it will be good.   It will be what needs to be here.  it's the Beginning of this Other Side.  The Now side. the all day of Rain…a lot of just standing and looking at all the stitches from the First Life Side,  the New Mex side,  they are a…

forecast for tomorrow and Sunday….100% chance of RAIN.   and ordinarily,  that means rainy day.  pretty much all day or for sure,  all day.  so i need to bring in.     too long to fit on the PVC wall.    Which tells me a couple things,  one,  how big that Wall was in the ROOM…

  when Alyssia and Emrie were leaving yesterday,   they backed up down a ways on Carefree Way,   just looking.   Checking the fence.   She messaged me….LOOK!     We don't know what this Flower Being is.   The blooms are at the top of a 3ft straight stalk.  Long slender leaves rise from the base of that stalk. …