Spirit Cloth.   3   Big Cloth.   I'd thought the Daughter Cloth.   Let it go at that.  But   this morning went to find the Magic Diaries Cloth.    and looking…there in the low left corner,  the Gate.   A perfect image of the Gate,  back,   in New Mex.   How did i do that?….i have no memory of this, …

    potato that wintered over   a single Miners Lettuce that self seeded in the raised bed at A.   they live.   The clover and the Crazy Grass all among them…i pull  to free space for them.   Free sunlight.   I don't know what to do.   the mullein,  her second year when a spire…

  Alyssia and Emrie came to bring the batteries and ice.   To go through the Imperfect Food list.   I went out to meet them at the car.   Helped unload.   Emrie made a B line for the door and i looked to Alyssia…????  yes or no….and she looked off and nodded.  So it was like it…

i want to put things here that are comforting,  uplifting,  energizing,   BeautyFULL,  creative and creatively  inspiring.   IMMEDIATE.    But Alas. Acey said something that i love….i asked in an email if i could  quote it here and it is late in the day and i think she is off line now,  the 3 hours difference, …

  everyone came today.   Jenny and her man earlier,  bringing bales of feed.   She also brought cucumber starts,  onion starts and a jalapeno.    We sat OUT with the kid goats,  marveling.   Laughing.   She took the propane tanks down to Lakeside and when she went in to pay,  they have erected 2×4 frames with plastic…

i look at Her.   I "dressed" her.   in a single scrap,  a leaf  and the sprig of dried miner's lettuce.   it's Enough.   More than  enough.   Great satisfaction in this.   (Kathy O….another Little Bird)     Hollyhock's second year   in the little A meadow,  down by the grapevines….not there last year.   Tiny.   There are many. …

i have no memory of this.   Woke this morning to find it.    Maybe at the end of the night,  when trying to close everything Out?  or….maybe a Selfie.       Thinking today.   What might it be like if all that is going around in my mind could be said Out Loud,   in this forest? …

   cheese cloth is not the ideal stuffing.   Nor is the urgent technique i fell into…..fast….just fill.   But it's all ok.  I know what i wanted to know.    Can i make a figure easily and with no need for "preciousness".    Can  i  make a  figure  to  simply  receive a blind urge.   yes.   …

  tried 5 times last eve to edit pics upright.   We'll see this morning.  won't know till i push publish.   Am using cheese cloth from long ago,  Dharma Trading.  it's lumpy,  but that's ok.  What i want is a form.   a body.  a human form.     she loves her schoolbus.   Said the engine was broken, …

Running and Jumping.   All important.   just running and jumping.    An overturned feed tub…..their young hooves drumming on it.    Today was day 5.    When they were BORN,  you could feel the horn buds….at birth.     Alyssia picked them up.   in the cat carrier.   Drove them to transfer to Jenny in Chico who took…