back to that drawing…11~24…..when i wondered who would i draw now?   How would the woman be different?   What's after Agency Where is she?    and today this little cloth surfaced and i thought….like this,  maybe.     An     Awareness.   Just PART OF.    No longer any urge to be Singular,   but the interest is in…

i'll leave it again with no picture. what i want to say here is difficult because i need to say it with so few words.   But i also want to say it.  So,  i'll just try. Yesterday when i arrived at Alyssia''s,    Jenny was just outside there and said….How was your meeting? but then…

 no picture. it went fast. woke at 5 am for the Gathering at the Well.   After which i left for Alyssia's for our DINNER….We COOKED  and were just Who We  Are.    It was a very good day.    home.   in time to feed Goats.   before dark.           Enough.    2023  

was looking for something i could not identify,  just needed to look.   and saw how many times i have repeated this figure,  this Energy over years and maybe those words…claiming agency say it best.    and i saw and Felt       how i don't have the urge to continue.   I wondered….who……would i draw now? …

today was pie day.   Apple.   It's interesting,   no electricity.   which ordinarily doesn't matter much at all  because you are used to it.   but then…when you are making a lattice top for a PIE ,   for the Saturday Dinner,    and you need to see….. but it's all ok    and just……ok.  Pie gets done.

April.   according to both the Calendar and the archives here.   i discovered the healing of the thing i have going on with my toes….which has become a painful winter season challenge to both body and Spirit.   For a couple months ?  I think?   i used the leaves twice a day as poultice  and the toes…

for no reason.   There's a couple zip locks in the big basket on the other bench…very small scraps….. it felt good to touch them.

looking out into the Doe Forest the words come into the mind….the play of light. i think,    Notice         the      play of light. and if     you     Notice   the play of light,  do you just notice?  and go on with whatever?,   or   do you stay.   Noticing.   a while and…

Jenny came and we got things done.    Rain Season is close.   Cleaned out the Rain House so it's ready for the first layers of bedding straw.   Re routed the water run off channel  at Jack's Feed Shed.  Moved and broke up the small tree that fell there,  added to the pile on the other…