i'll save the best for last.

 

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young Mimosa

 

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Hollyhock Eaters.  i think a male and female…slight difference in coloring….

 

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Native Olive…an abundance for the birds

 

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these three pics were taken last eve before Tay had her Thing.  So i looked at them this morning and then looked all over in the direction of her attention.  Could see nothing out of the ordinary.  But then,  when i was coming home from feeding Allen's cats while he is in Alaska for a while,  i saw this.

 

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this is Minnow.  who has become a parts donor for the other Honda Ninnow.  but still.  Why?  and i am guessing that this was what Tay understood,  tho couldn't really see because of the "privacy" fence.  Which,  is both a blessing and not.   It keeps my space here.  But also is not looked upon favorably by some in the Hood.  It's a statement to them of Seperation.  and there is resentment.  So here we have it.

 

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These are my running and Necessary vehicles.  Ninnow,  whose parts are interchangable with Minnow's of the Smashed Glass.  And the truck.  I park them outside the fence because i am not From here.  I am from the mid west where we do not think of our vehicles as landscape ornament.  So…this in itself sets me Apart.  In the past,  it was ok and accepted.  I was known by the neighborhood and well, just ok.  There are new people now.  Who don't care.  When the Sheriff's deputy came, because i called,  he kind of just stood there.  Looking vague.  He finally said" well, i guess i can write an incident report".  I said, yes,  please do.  you never know.  I guess he did.  and he also pointed out that if i parked Inside the Gate it would be simpler.  and yes, it would.  but i don't WANT to park inside the gate.   I shouldn't HAVE to park inside the gate.  They are off the road.  They are in no one's way.    So.   i am thinking.

 

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and here is the BEST PART.  This is Tay's petrified turnip from her compost collection out under the Native Olive.  She brought it to me this morning.

Tay has been a Very Very OK and sometimes GOOOOOD dog today.  She is GOOD.   There have been some Things,  but easily distracted from and she has been just , well,  just a really Fine dog.  There have been times i could call her to me and times of even Humor.   All day and it's now time that the Sun is hovering in the Rim.  So a WHOLE DAY of GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!  

and i have returned to Patricia's post on followingthread@wordpress.com of 7/14….Point of View and Acceptance.  There, she said:   " Respecting.  Respecting the nature of………  Things.  People.  Self.  Not pushing against.  Not wanting to change something against it's will.  Against its nature.  Acceptance."   There's more there, in that Post,  go look.  I don't want to take any more out of  context.  But this is IT.  and so important to me here.   There are thoughts there about "giving up", and today i remember that that also can mean surrender.  Surrender is a very LOADED word.  but…..

and having to do with Tay.   Both she and i are Who we Are.  If it is that we can find our middle path,  then…yes.   If we are,  by nature,  different,  then this needs to be respected.

But today…there is a clear and bright and energetic Middle Way and we were oh so Just Going.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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15 responses to “guess what? Surprised AGAIN!!!!!! and then…Patricia’s thoughts on View”

  1. Judith of N. CA Avatar
    Judith of N. CA

    Tay….you are such a good dog…sending hugs to both of you.

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  2. Mo Crow Avatar

    Hey you Good Dog Tay & Yay for Grace Crow Woman Extraordinaire, this post brings tears to my eyes but I cry at the drop of a hat… Old Man Crow & I cried watching Shrek!!!

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  3. grace Avatar

    it’s good. Good to be so soft to things.
    Cleansing Tears they are called

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  4. grace Avatar

    she is. no matter how it goes, she is. She IS.
    SUCH a good, very GOOD dog.
    we receive your hugs and go forward

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  5. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    This broken window makes me mad and sad…fences should not make anyone feel the need to do this. You may be from the mid west but you have lived in this hood for many years and have been a caring and fine neighbor. These new people should stop, ask and try to get to know those who live here, it is a sign of respect when coming into a new area. This is huge to me given all of the places we moved into over the past 12 years, you gain acceptance by respecting what has gone on before you came…but I suspect those who did this punkish action are big kids, maybe the very same teenagers we saw when I was with you, acting up by the old trailer and I’m not sure you can get through to them…
    And Tay, sensing that something wasn’t right;this brought a lump to my throat. As each day goes, as she learns, as it continues, she will be a fine wandering friend for you.

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  6. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Aha…so she HEARD someone–someone who smashed the window? But, did you note, the ‘someone’ also seems to have taken the license plate!!! THAT could be dangerous if they use it on another vehicle, maybe a stolen vehicle. Do I have this right? or are the two vehicle pictures unrelated? If so, something should be reported about the license plate so you don’t become liable down the road. Maybe you did that by filing an incident report. or maybe the smashed window one never had a license.
    ANYHOW, it’s just great about Tays attentiveness. She KNEW something, alright. WOW. Pity she hid after that. Poor Tay. Maybe someone or some incident taught her not to bark when there’s trouble. It’s really fascinating how dogs slowly reveal their history through just trusting us enough to be themselves with us. It took me years to ‘get’ the whole picture for ‘John Doe’ (one of mine). Before that, his destructive behaviors exhibited anxiety, but nothing undid them. His abuse had apparently been considerable before he wandered into my life.
    The Mimosa may be young, but oh so lovely…I can almost smell it. Ah the olives! The first cloth looks like there’s a four-legged mammal at the bottom, and the second one like a Raven (my imagination, not yours).
    Blessed be the good day in spite of the ‘incident’, and the good dog, and the middle path. Love to you.

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  7. Saskia Van Herwaarden Avatar

    I’m moved by this post, I am so relieved about you and Tay, that you’re finding an understanding; I too am often taken by surprise….is it because I don’t look enough? or because people react so differently from how I would have; being taken by surprise can also be part of having an open mind: not second guessing people’s motives, and to be sure very often I do believe people themselves don’t know how and why they (re)act as they do
    I find a dog much more predictable, not easy per se, you have to observe a lot, plus they are around one so much more than other humans in my case, time helps here

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  8. grace Avatar

    yes. probably the same “kids”. Has identical energy.
    Marti refers to 3 “kids” trashing the abandoned camper trailer when she was here. it’s just down the road. Had been stripped of all the aluminum so, is just a skeleton, but it was really creepy watching them.
    Maybe they will go away. it’s happened before. People
    move here from Albuquerque, out to the “country” because
    their kids are getting into city trouble. They think that
    here, somehow the kids will do better. But not knowing
    how, or whatever, they don’t find out what it is in the
    child that makes them feel how they must to be so mindlessly destructive. Most of all, that’s sad.
    yes. and she didn’t have a clue of what a dog should do.
    This i can work on. I took her out late evening, she
    is afraid of outside the fence. We walked around and she really just VIBRATED with her Sensing…is something to
    see, to experience. there is a palpable force field
    around her. Ah well…..we’ll just go.

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  9. grace Avatar

    the broken window honda is a parts car for the Good Honda.
    broken one was also mine for years and years till the
    engine blew. Parts car should have been moved around
    the other side of the fence in the back. But, never was.
    I took the plate off it when it got parked there after
    being towed home.
    Yes. Blessed be the good day, the good dog and the middle
    path.
    Love to you back….

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  10. grace Avatar

    i don’t know…surprised…i guess i really do ascribe to
    that thing of Basic Goodness that Chogyam Trungpa taught
    and really, for the most part it seems to be so. But
    now and then, it’s not…and it surprises me….at first
    yes, i can’t imagine Why someone would be a certain way.
    dogs are predictable esp. when you have them as puppies.
    and also…breed enters in. as with your Labradors. It’s
    Saturday morning as i write this and we are having a
    so far SECOND VERY GOOD DAY!… maybe we’ve passed our
    tests for eachother…..

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  11. grace Avatar

    who was it in Little Rascals….Buckwheat?, that said..
    otay.
    yes. oh, Tay.
    and i am still lost in thought about your thoughts
    referenced above….big and timely and Perfect…i thank
    you for voicing them…LOVE,

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  12. Michele BadAye Avatar

    Hey Grace, so happy for you and Tay! Haven’t had a chance to read previous posts about what was going on. Only read ‘drifing looking’ last night. I wanted to comment, but… I felt I would be jumping in and not knowing the whole story. I thought Tay looked sad in the photo last night. I am so happy everything came to light!
    About surprises… and your daughter’s comment to you. I have been thinking about this ALOT lately. How things surprise me constantly. And been having ALOT of pain over it. Been told I am naive. I can’t help it. Been thinking it’s a bad thing. Maybe it’s not?. Maybe it’s good/or looking for goodness.
    Concerning the teenagers… I think the country’s culture is ‘afraid and angry on steroids’ right now. Very sad. I see this at my job. Like a reality show gone wild. Things have changed so much in the past years.
    But I know the :Truth and Love: you exude can soothe any BEAST! and am rooting for miracle conclusion between you and the neighbors. 🙂
    Love you Grace!
    (p.s. I’ve been reading :the book: again! And I found a note you put in that I had not seen before… YAY! So happy!)

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  13. yvette Avatar

    what do you mean by palpable force field around her Grace?

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  14. grace Avatar

    well……….
    most dogs rely on a particular sense. This one relys and
    LIVES through all senses. She is intensly responding to
    Everything. Smell, Sound, Taste,Sight sensing with her feet
    even. There is a sense to her, watching her, watching
    what she does, that is like a truly moving vibration from
    her and around her. She lives in a world that is so much
    more acute than i experience. Everything to her is in
    Technicolor, Neon. It vibrates and she in turn, vibrates.

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