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there's an urge to say things that are really more dramatic than true.  But, eeeeeee

you might remember my first foray.  Well,  this time i went to the different one on Lincoln Ave.  Same general area tho…the central business district.   Walked in with an arm load of my jacket,  the duvet,  sheets.  Up and down the rows of machines and all the ones not in use had out of order post its.   Down toward the far end was a maybe and next to it was a woman using a jack knife on the coin slot next to it.  Which i took note of, but was thinking, well, ok,  no out of order sign on this one and as i reached in my pocket for the quarters,  she turned,  tho still bent at her task,  put her hand up and said NO!  NOT WORK!  So i just turned around and left.  Off to the last laundromat i know of over on Meyers.  Shown Above.  It was painted a nice green color some years ago.   Probably half of the machines,  tho quite a few were new,  were out of order.  And it was busy.  Like bizzy.  and a variety of kinds of people,  more so than the other two.  I'm learning the ropes.  You walk around,  slow,  and look at the machines that are running,  see how many minutes there are left.  Almost always their "person" is standing there,  near by,  waiting and you ask…it's good?  And if the answer is affirmative,  you stand near,  laundry ready and when they take theirs out, you put yours in.  Today the woman had 4 and 7 minutes but also told me that the guy on the other side was giving her his dryer and it was a hot one so to watch and i could follow her there.  People are very helpful this way.  

And as it has been,  there is much conversation about the Fire.  Many customers are displaced persons.  I listened to two nearby conversations,  long,  and had begun with just a neutral exchange,  but rolled into the Fire.  People are not done retelling.  They tell it.  over and over.   The woman who i followed  went to a folding table just near and a guy eating gumdrops was there and that's one of the conversations i heard in it's entirety.  She hadn't gone back once.  Not once up that road to Paradise.  She says she never will.  Ever.  She's done.  They are living in an RV park.  Rented RV.  They don't know what's next.  Haven't gotten that far.  Right now she's just doing laundry.  There was a guy in the parking lot next to me,  his truck door open as he talked on the phone about trying to find someplace to go.  There's no place to go.  He can't live in the city,  but there's no place to go.  He went on and on about what all he's looked into.   Two old people sat together on a bumper in parking lot…were not together,  but passing time in a friendly way, talking about having been displaced too.  They smiled a lot and i felt good from their vibes.  A young woman with two little kids,  maybe 3 and 4 finished folding her stuff,  packing it up and went by to the street with it, the curb and one of the B Line buses pulled up,  she went back in coming out with a child car seat and loaded them all in the bus. I think she just lives in the city.  Not a Fire person.  

So it got done.  My clothes are clean.  Tonight i will have a fragrant duvet cover,  my quilt.    Alyssia got an apartment sized combo washer and dryer for  the new place on Craigs List.  Once she's settled,  it's thought that i can do small loads there.  Maybe.

 

 

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23 responses to “how can i say”

  1. joanne Avatar
    joanne

    I didn’t enjoy the laundromat experiences during the renovation of my bathrooms. Washer/dryer is in the master bathroom. I didn’t know about the one hot dryer until my third visit. Carried damp stuff home to dry out on the deck. Was the woman with the knife the owner or a customer?

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  2. Michelle Slater Avatar

    Your observing is keen. You see and hear well, picking out the pieces and passing them on to us. I can imagine how the whole region is full of stories of displacement; like being in a pop-up triage wherever you go. Everything so unstable and unknown. It must drift on air currents and swirl from place to place. Glad you got it done and sleeping sweetly scented is a real treat after all you’ve endured dear Grace.

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  3. Mo Crow Avatar

    love the photo & word pictures, you evoke that acrid hot dryer smell of laundrettes!

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  4. Liz A Avatar

    life observed is life appreciated … thank you for letting us stand by your side

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  5. Acey Avatar
    Acey

    Catching up again one big takeaway is always the scent and colorations of things not said. I am catching up in my Way and wanted to report an astonishing dream I had over the weekend. I fell asleep thinking about how I wanted to read here and see what you were sharing. The general energy of the group you gathered who have born witness to all you’ve shared. Then I had this really vivid dream that you and I had met in a place I know but can’t name. It’s a state campground facility up 101 just north (? maybe ?) of Eureka. But we were there and very deep in conversation but it was nothing to do with words.
    You were drawing, like your lovely faces, but also more tree detail. Much about branches and roots. Everything you felt it mattered to express was drawn. In return I was making colorbursts in H2O paints. No words. Just expressing and then looking at what the other had shared with careful and some corner of permanently amused eyes.
    It was a lovely picture of shared well-being and perfectly grounded piece. I also shared something (fire cauldron related) that I painted at the beginning of January and in response you silently produced a miniature but apparently living giraffe. Given as a gift to me – this perfect creation I now realize I’ve seen in the walking around world, on a television, in a commercial for either liquor or Las Vegas. You had somehow rescued that media-speak creature and it was my favorite of all – a giraffe. They of course, do not speak either but I find everything about them eloquent just as we were with each other in this dream, never once making a sound. There was no Need, really. I don’t think it’s just a dream space that nourished me, either. I think it is how you and I (and many – I think perhaps millions, actually …) co-exist on that Other plane. what do you think, Grace?

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  6. dee Avatar

    Wow that is some dream. And it feels of a piece with the Tale of the Laundromat. I am so struck by the broad sweep of the world you create, Grace, by noting the small moments. Others have said so above. I repeat I guess because it is so notable.

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  7. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Love your story telling style .. your words transport me to wherever it is you are.

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    what do i think? I think yes. All my dreams are about this soundless/wordless exchange that is a language without English, without words but OF words. Lately they have included persons of my past, family, old lovers.
    I want this dream. I want the place, the campground up 101 just north of Eureka. I will ASK for this. It’s time.
    because of the giraffe. the apparently living giraffe, i take it as a SIGN. that we do. We do co~exist on that Other Plane and we CAN access it. I don’t know how. But we CAN. Because it is. it IS. THERE.
    i say this with some assuredness because this last week i have been looking at Giraffes…out of no where, looking for them on U Tube, drawings, but Giraffes…i guess from some quick FaceBook thing of a Giraffe mother protecting her injured baby which i didn’t see till this morning, but i’m sure has been roaming FaceBook for a while, and so OUT THERE,
    Giraffes. I have such uhhhh, approach and avoidance. They are so seemingly fragile to me. And extr0adinary as proof of the Magestic and Miraculous Brilliance of the WhatEverItIS that set evolution into motion here, on this experimental planet. I have a hard time looking at them, like i have a hard time looking UP INTO THE NIGHT SKY WITH STARS. It takes my breath away, it’s SO MUCH and SO OVeRWHELMING…stars and giraffes. Their eyes. Their mouths are like Goats mouths. Lips.
    that it was a picture of shared well=being. I will go toward this.
    Love, Acey. Thank YOU.

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s just telling you what was There. What i saw. Heard.
    and to me, there is such Beauty in people. In such ordinary
    stuff about people. I love people.

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  10. Laura R Avatar
    Laura R

    Grace, it will be nice to do laundry at Alyssia’s place. I know it will work out.
    xo

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  11. jude Avatar

    What is is always quite amazing. More than that actually.

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  12. Judith Casteel Avatar
    Judith Casteel

    Grace…may I ask what is this campground on 101 north of Eureka ? Judith

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  13. Hazel Avatar

    Loved this post, how you notice and remember details, how people and stuff matters…that every moment is a story. And I have very fond feelings/memories of laundry mats- the coziness of the smells and warmth, (and of making out with K. as we did our wash together in the dorm laundry room, long, long ago…)

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  14. Acey Avatar
    Acey

    No lie, Grace. My earliest memory is of a pair of giraffes kissing at the zoo in Washington DC. If I close my eyes I can still see them. The “film” is quite grainy but the memory stays vivid in my heart. They are my favorite non-feline animal. Many others run them a close second but they are special. P.S. I will ask Jim about where exactly the campground is located, its name, etc. Was there in ’03. Have very strong impression level memories but nothing concrete or useful to help identify. Jim will know though.

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s from Acey’s dream. She’s going to find out.

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    i think she worked there

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    i LOVE clean bedding. LOVE. LOVE. LOVE

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    too humid here now to get that

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    am so grateful that You are here

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s just the Telling.. of what i see

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  21. grace Forrest Avatar

    it is. it so much Is.

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  22. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes….will continue to need to do the Laundromat for
    Big stuff. But that’s now and then. Can sit on her little cement stoop with Emrie while it’s all whirling.

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  23. grace Forrest Avatar

    there was a young couple sitting close…students. i smile to think of you and your young man

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