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after a while, she asked if she could use the shovel, and dig her own hole. while she worked, Alyssia and i just sat either talking quietly or staring off. i thought she was just working off some energy. she propped the shovel finally after probably a half hour and…
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typepad has lost so many words. so i will just let that be. LOSS. it's HUGE. but….not. I am hanging all my life on some kind of line that i don't understand, don't know. i am empty. full of some substance. at the same time. i am LOST without Her. I don't know how…
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i will just leave this until there is some change. The entire day is Her. She cannot get up as in standing, sitting alone. She falls. She is not shitting. We tried again, a long laborious walk about this morning and then shorter ones in the day….no. Ordinarily she goes off a long distance for…
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maybe she is a little better. maybe that's magical thinking. she has no balance. falls down. sometimes on her face. basic neurology workup UC Davis is $4,000 up front. i spent ALL the moments of time with her, watching her, helping her . On leash. the dog that runs everywhere. at the end of…
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something is wrong with Tay. i can't run through the progression, but it began maybe just before Jack Flash slammed her into the Rain House. Since, things have looked like they were holding their own and then not. Things happened. I'd hoped it would all just end up ok and i wouldn't have…
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drew this as a waking moment, just quick, like they are…no thought, really how it often begins with the bridge of the nose and over to an eye and the angle was there. Went on with things, to come back later and listen to NPR's Leila Fadel's conversation with a mother in Turkey, no…
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they were the third company to make a bid. They came. based just on some intuition. and they were perfect. Arrived ON TIME…which is a biggie….and after very short discussion set to work. a crew of 6. Two Climbers. a way to the right of this tree was the second, larger, one climber…
