the Other meditation swing.   It's needing reorientation?   faces Away….but there also is a sense that there is some thing/one there,  sitting.  Shy.  or, ummm,  hoping to cause Wonder?    I DO watch it for movement and in these last few days,  watch SUN mark movement by shadow.  There is the shift of Light,  but it's…

there will be a tree.       i guess  i imagined something like Jude's Redbud.   But no….it immediately was an Oak.  Of course.   So i just began.    It's around 3:30   and i looked at what is left on the first  "spool" and thought to look in the bag for more,  similar enough….2,  but stopped…

what might Be here?   communication begins.   The thread,  Deb Lacativa's thread,  has been on the table for weeks.  Months really.  Gets moved around here to there,  but never put  away.   It's time now.   and here,  you can see the other good use of the table, its formica.    those numbers….written with a 6B pencil….for making…

What do i say.    Jenny stayed home today.    and so….a "free day".   Saturdays are designated.   This one…free.   And so i began. Jude Hill's invisible baste….she calls it glue stitch now.   i like Invisible.   cause it is     but what happens is   uhhhh,  i don't know….What happens is that the Invisible comes Alive.   That's…

today.   Pico de gallo.   There are tons of jalapenos.   and tiny Jamaican hot peppers.   Jenny's man pickles them.  She likes the cucumbers little.    Taking the soil out of this potato grow bag,  i looked closely today.   The first 2/3  was the mixture of Goat manure  and garden soil from Tractor Supply.   Having never grown…

summer is gone. like in the old cartoons.  "night falls".   it doesn't ease in,  through the heat,  from "over there",    but  falls.   Finito.  I lightened this pic so there would be something to see.  In REAL,  there's nothing to see but Dark.  For the first time since maybe April i washed my hair,  my…

  Dee rearranges furniture.  For me…it's rocks and wood.  there's no use in trying to talk about the frame of mind.  The second i say one thing,  i immediately say….is that true?  and it is either not,  or i am unsure.    B Garden,  as well as all the space behind it where the rudimentary…

two days now,  morning then evening….the first time i was out feeding Goats and suddenly they were overhead…LOW….very low and i was so excited!!!!!…..CROWS!  and called out to them with my best Crow Voice but they swooped lower and i saw they were Turkey Vultures.    They were riding the thermals…so still in their flight, …

back.  into the manila folders.    Slow this time and here.   Took this pic of a printout from back in N Mex,  my beloved printer.  This Cloth went to Peggy McG       it was so much one of a kind   and when i see it today,  i see what i wanted to know,   but…

  life forms awakening.   The Garden awakens to a garden of its Own.    in the last two days.    What sets this into motion?   What changes allow this,  not…allow,  but OPEN to it?.    Lichen.  Fungus.   Such incredible forms that have LifeStories.   How can i learn how to listen to these?   HOW?    Repeat…what?…