i settled into the Territorial Seed catalog.  Because it appeared  serendipitously in the Post Office Box this week.   Spent the day filling out the order form which meant reading and rereading pages of plant descriptions;  i.e.  there were 14 snap pea possibilities.    I finally got to adding up the numbers and i added 4…

    have been asking Alyssia…..How can i SEE this movie…Nomadland.   The "ads" keep coming in the feed on my Facebook page.  There's  more and more said in the news.  Awards.    Nomadland.   She tried the other day to set it up on her Hulu account for me but the link didn't make it happen. …

as if i'd never done Cloth before.    All new.  Not knowing.    Unsure.    it's only been a couple weeks but is as if i'd been away for a long time,  or,  never really been here before.   ???????

it has been dream~like.  almost some altered state,  but that's too dramatic.    Dreamlike.  I've spent the last days just looking.  Sitting on some hill side somewhere here,  several SomeWheres here,   just looking Out.   Most of the time the Goats are there,  some distance away and for them too,  there seems to be a quality…

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to say.  in case there are others who are unsure.   Was a restless night.  Arm became more sore.  seemed to be extending into neck shoulders,  which i wasn't sure about.   I'd been anxious,  not just about the vaccination itself,  but getting self to Chico from here.  Still,  still…i have NO sense of direction in California. …

i DID IT!    Some hours later now and site of needle is sore,  but just noticable when extending arm.  Otherwise…nada.  It's Moderna.  The second one is March 1.   I have never gotten a flu shot.  Last needle of any kind was 1968 when had to get boosters before Peace Corps in India.   Aside from…

they are one less and one very Loud Voice less   a spirit

i spent the day digging the grave.   I chose the place well.  Earth received.   Just inbetween the Doe Sleeping/Rain House and the Curry House.  On a slope of course because slope is pretty much all that is here.   There is close proximity to all Doe Goat things,  one of the bigger feeding bowls and overlooks…